Econs Econs Econs.When can Econs stop being a nightmare to ME?There's a Econs test tmr and i just managed to rush out 2 Econs essays,and i am so sick of Econs NOW!

Don't look back in anger-Oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I hear you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today

A very nice song and it totally brings me out from what i felt.Don't worry,now i am fine with all those whinings i've made and yup,i am back to my usual normal self.Be prepared to see a noisy and as usual dynamic WEE tmr.

NUB HEAD:Daniel,thanks for virtually 'listening' and don't worry,i know it's over and i wouldn't waste my energy anymore.Yup,i love to do retail therapy and get things for people,so you might want to try that during your birthday period. :)) thanks for cheering me up,and it is definitely a good thing knowing you.You are also always taking a step back and looking at things,and you surely know more stuffs than me!

TWINY:Remember to pass over the MICKEY to me next year when i take over the title of Miss Random.I'm missing you now!

Evan:Short weekdays+long weekends=FUN.I would love to have this too.Bugis will be our next target. :)) I'm so thankful to learn to take a step back and look at people's life.I will try hard,and i seriously think that looking at the big picture will let me know more about others and what they really feel. Finally made a pair of spectacles with some opinions from Sister,and really thank her for accompanying me.We went to walk around AMK Hub after settling my glasses,but she left early to meet her friends for some catching up session.I went around to TP to walk around and managed to get some nice and cute MICKEY earrings.They look so cute and i really want to collect all colours of them.Probably this is called retail therapy,because i bought quite a few pairs for myself,TWINY and also Evan.

Shopped around for like 2 hours before going down to Bishan to meet the 2 SISTERS,Evan and TWINY.3 of us went Coffeebean to do some chit-chatting before going to do some serious shopping.Well,bought a shirt for New Year,and of cos,it's a STRIPE one!

Passed by this very nice shop,and there sells many cute stuffs.3 of us were attracted to those designs and we stood them pondering over if we should buy them.As usual,i think i encouraged them to buy and we bought for like all the nice people we know around us.We think they are cute,and we do hope the receivers like them.I can't wait seeing their reactions!

Next stop was U Square which is behind Novena Square.We wanted to buy clothes for the festive seasons,but we couldn't see any.TWINY had to go home for dinner,so left me and Evan to have dinner.We ate and chatted over dinner for like 2 hours!?!?

What exactly is the problem with me?Am i mistreating the people around me?These 2 questions have been running through my mind the whole day,and even till now,i am still in doubt.

Seriously,am i a mean person who deserves nothing from others?I need some real honest answers,if you think i do not treasure you,tell me and i will cherish you more.Please give me your earnest feedback so that i can change for the better.

I would like to say some BIG THANK YOUs to some real nice people in my life.These people have always been there,giving me hope,confidence,joy,warmth,love and also showing that i am being treasured.

Evan:Thanks for always being a good listener and always being there for me when i need to thrash things out.I'm sorry that i seem distant when you first saw me,but today,you've known my reasons.I hope you do forgive me and i seriously feel that you are a great gift sent by God to me.Thanks for the sharing today.I really love them.I truly understand the meaning of taking a step back and looking at things.Thanks for listening and for being honest with me.I believe the sharing session has allow us to know each other better and i've learnt alot from you.You are just the perfect listener and i love you.Remember to tag the mickey on your ears and bring them to school.

TWINY:Thank you too for listening to me and all the sharings.I like your unassuming attitude and i just love how honest you can be.I want to share with you more,because i think all the sharings have allowed me to feel better.Thanks for being so honest and everything,you really make me feel so much better and so cherished.You are also a great listener,and like Evan,a great gift sent by God to me too.I love you too!Remember to bring mickey along.

ADDY:You are a great girl,listening to me even when you are busy.I think that though we don't see each other often,but i am glad we are able to keep our friendship going,and i cherish it alot.I'm so in love with you.Haha.No worries,i'm NO lesbian.I love guys,okay? :)) thanks for the nice things you have given me,all those comforting and sweetest words.Can't wait to see your present?

NUB HEAD:Thanks for helping me though you are not obliged to.I am grateful to feel the sense of responsibility you had.I really cherish it and remember,i have never look at you in a different light.I'm still looking forward to seeing you in school and remember to shout for me!You are one of my bestest guy friends,definitely.

Benjamin:Evan and i realised you are always taking a step back to look at things.We realised you know alot and we are curious about something you had commented on.Evan remembered this sentence you said,and we are dying to know who it was being directed to.You are a great person,really,i mean it.Direct yet knowing the limitations.Same as Daniel,you are definitely one of my bestest guy friends.

Weijie:I am able to connect to you more now.Probably that layer of shield is gone.Thanks for always showing me those funny faces in class and making me smile.You looked super funny.Haha.Well,hope that you will like the present we are going to give me.Be sure to be surprised and please reward us with a smile!

MEINUs:4 of you have never put on a mask in front of me.I love the real you and i seriously miss seeing each and every of you!Let us meet up soon,okay? :)) good luck for the tests you people are preparing for.I wish you lots of luck.

"You don't have to care about what others say,as long as you are happy to be who you are ,it's fine.If they can't accept you for who you are,then they are not your true friends. A week has passed with lots and lots of laughters and fun.The school work are still as much as usual,but it's still manageable,probably cos i am staying up later than usual.

Monday:Physics test kicked start the school week,and the test was simply a screwed up case.Haha.Well,i admit i din really study,but i tried my best and hopefully the marks wun be that depressing.

Tuesday:There's some kind of politics going around and yup,i think there is a need for us to really tolerate so that we can have a peaceful year ahead.Hmmm.GP lessons are still as entertaining for us with MARCUS and BULB.They really bring joy and add some fun to the boring and heavy-going GP lessons.

Wednesday:Ran around Chong Pang for PE lessons.Felt rather good after the run,though i got no idea why.During Maths tutorial,there were some bloodshed on some people's tutorial papers.(Well,Evan and BRA sure know what it means).Went for CVD stuffs after school and had a nice time chatting with Addy,BULB and NUB HEAD.For tennis,we had some real fun chatting and hitting,and i really love playing TENNIS.Twiny accompanied me home after training and we both had some nice chats and we know more stuffs through all the sharings.Haha.

Thurday:Chemistry prac was super hilarious with all the suaning dircted to Marcus.Mr Check called him a polar bear and we started transforming him into a POLAR PIG.We were laughing our hearts out as he kena suan.Evan,BULB and me went looking for teacher after school,and we happened to pop inside the library and found David,NUB HEAD and their friends.Well,the few of us started sitting there and we were happily chatting.I was a little encouraged to study as i see them working hard.It was a nice 1 hour spent there talking and getting myself so entertained.I told David to fly fox home and well,Daniel commented that the more he think,the more he finds me stupid.

I simply love Fridays.Although the break is pushed back to 2pm,i still love Fridays.Probably cos friday is the last day of school and also cos i feel that it is one of the slackest day.Econs tutorial is as YUCKY as usual with that old lady rushing through.The class has seriously proposed that we could possibly dip our papers into paint as she made us highlight almost every sentence on every page.Few of us went for break and spent like an hour eating and i think playing around.We saw NUB HEAD and well,as usual,he 'greeted' me with his special way.

Tennis training is so cool with NO rain!I just love it.We played and i love the feeling of hitting the balls.Went with sister to make spectacles after training.She made a pair of black frame glasses,but i cant find anything i fancy.Well,with her new spectacles,she sure look like a cartoon character.

P.S:
Addy:Thanks for those comforting words.True enough,we don't have to care much about what other says,as long as we are happy with being ourselves.I love you and those letters.

David:Mr TEDDY BEAR.Do your flying fox soon.Okay?I know you don't stay at basement 12 :))

BULB:Thanks for encouraging me to do eye transplants.But i do need to find a pair of big size one.Keep me inform when you have lobang.

NUB HEAD:It's nice seeing in school everytime cos you do bring me joy.It's also great seeing you working hard.Continue with this flame of passion and i'm sure you can shine like you always have.

Tennis girls:Lock your wrist with LOCKS.We're more hi-tech with those pin no.And do remember our follow-through stuffs.

Sharon:Call the police for you've lost your keys.Probably locksmiths would be fine too. :))

Marcus:Big country,POLAR PIG.We had a nice time with the name-callings.Don't take them to heart.I don't have big ears and i don't need a magnifying glass,can?Haha.

Twiny:I do remember our promise and also our dates home together every Wednesdays and Fridays.7 at basketball court.Okay? :)) It's a rainy saturday and it's been like pouring heavily and some floods at places that really disturbs me.Well,went for Doctor's appointment in the morning,and he told me things are getting fine for me.That's a relieve to hear.

Met Daniel to go Queensway,cos i seriously have no idea how to get there.Well,thought of asking Evan and Bulb out but both are held up by school stuffs.2 of us were like so tired that we din speak much on the bus journey,and the journey is super long,like almost an 1hr.I was so tired that i immediately fell asleep as soon as i settled down in my seat.I NEED SLEEP!

Re-stringed my racket and changed the grip and i lost a bomb.It isn't exactly that cheap to 'groom' your racket.The uncle told me to wait an hour,so we went to comb the whole complex and he managed to grab a pair of shoes.

Ikea was the next stop on the list,and there are so many nice stuffs there.I mean it.We saw a real big bulb and he suggested we could get one for BULB,with a lamp for him as well.We were playing around with this SNAKE soft toy and some other animals,whereby they are always eaten up by the green snake.

On the way back,we had to stand all the way and my legs are so tired.Really tired.My legs need a break and my eyes need some resting too.

Psssts:
Evan:Nice hearing that you had a great day in school with Qian Qian,and it's really a relief to know that you weren't bored.

Daniel:NUB HEAD,thanks for taking the trouble to bring me there.You seriously behave like a small kid.Thanks for making me a maid.As for JACK DANIEL,i will consider real hard.

Another school week has passed,and this week had passed in total boredom and resentment for school.Well,now the only word to describe YJ is SUCKY.

It really sucks with all the things happening around and all the dumb dumb teachers that i have got.

Monday:Had the killer GP test in the morning and i think i screwed up my essay,i actually forgot how to argue systematically.During the PC/CT period,we did some updates on the CVD stuffs and handed up the proposal.We are like so enthusiastic about the CVD this year.

Tuesday:We had a discussion on tone and attitude for GP lesson today,and the guys commented that i have the sarcastic tone and MR SAMI says GP makes us smart.So that IDIOT BULB told me that i should attend more of GP to be smart.Chemistry lecture is so uncalled for,Calbee was so sacarstic and he practically suan us and used words to condescend us during the first 15 mins of the lecture.I mean he is a nice teacher with all those knowledge,but his words are super ear-piercing to people.Stayed back with Evan for CIP meeting,and we are supposed to get cracking with our CIPs.

Wednesday:Mass PE in the morning was super fun.Did the hoppings and the step-stepping.They are nice lah,although they are tiring but it was a whole lot of fun rather than the plain running round the tracks.Tennis was okay with some superb juniors coming in.One of them is like so much pro-er than us,and it is such a SHAME.

Thurday:Saw NUB HEAD at MRT station and we walked to school together,and we managed to reach the hall when the bell rang.Goodness,i'm getting later each day,and i am losing the momentum to go school.Hmmm,assembly was a little long and i seriously dislike sitting there and listening to those presentations because i cant see the pictures!Chem lab was fun with all shootings directed to the teacher,and BULB was sure a nice entertainer.Haha.The whole lab session was filled with laughters.BULB tot i was angry and tried to get my forgiveness,but i was too tired to explain stuffs.

Headed for school with PK in the morning and we talked about school and how stressful life is now.Seriously,i really start to hate school and really hope that some changes can be made to improve our school lives.

These things happened over the week and they make school so hateful:

1.203 is left only with 15 people.The feeling sucks big time.I mean i am used to having you around in class and having you during GP lessons to make the class more AWAKE.Although you like to 'scold' me but i think that is what makes you so prominent.Well,we seriously miss having you around.When news were out that day,neither of us around me could smile as we used to.There were some kind of depression slipping into us secretly and spirits were a little dampened.But since the dumb school cant bring you back,we can only hope for the best for you and do strive hard for better achievements!

2.The school railings are all painted red and they look awful,can?What do they think they are doing,painting the town red?The school building is same as my uniform and we are now part of each other.YUCKY.Well,what disturbs me most is the smell of the paint,esp the intense stench in lecture halls.We are like slowly being poisoned by the school and the painting to us,is rather redundant.

3.Econs teacher sucks.We are wondering if she's senile or what.She told us this for one moment,and the next moment she says otherwise.She told us we need not attend her extra lesson today but at the last moment she roped us in.And it sucks lah,all of us were so pissed off as we made plans to do some stuffs during that lunch break.8 of us skipped the first 15 mins and well,during the lesson,i did my maths correction and din bother to listen at all.

4.The changes in school is so unwelcomed.For J1s,they are supposed to blog for GP (funny,isn't it?)I mean blogging is not very easy esp on school days with all those work around,and are teachers able to track every single student's work?Another change is the addition of a 30 min lesson in our time-table.30 mins is like a waste as by the time we settle down,15 mins would have passed,might as well give us the 30 mins as a break,i think it would be much better.

However,no matter how these things annoy me,i will hold on till the end of this year because Evan once said:This year is all about REN-ning.Besides,on a happier note,there are things to cheer me up,like seeing my friends and listening to their jokes.

203 has been a main source of fun and also a medium for me to relieve stress.Evan and BULB has always been around to cheer me up and listen to my super lame jokes.

I seriously hope for a better year and wish that there are no more blows for us to handle. Went over to Ben's house with Evan,Bulb and Bra in the morning.We were supposed to go try out some stuffs for our CVD stall.Well,that dumb dumb BULB led us to the wrong block and we managed to get to the correct one the 2nd time round and we met NUB HEAD at the void deck.

Hmmm.We started out and it was fun playing around.Things were successful and we managed to decide what we will really do.

Today,i saw the other side of Ben.He cooked for us fried rice and honestly,they tasted so YUMMY!Saw the 3 boys;Ben,Bulb and NUB HEAD cook today.They were taking turns to fried the rice and they were so serious lah.We din expect them to be able to cook though.Well,they looked down on me,saying that i can't fry a proper piece of perfect egg.But i managed to prove them wrong.Ahaha.

We played some super miniature Mahjong.And well,i only noe PONG PONG,and the rest are foreign to me.That NUB HEAD came over to help me,but he is also a noob lah.So you see 2 NUBs sitting there like don't know which tiles will lead us to victory and also how to game.Haha.But it was still fun lah.

After that,went to do some things for the Shandong presentation,and we sat around AMK Mos to do the write up and brainstorm.That idiotic BULB bluffed me into believing that i left the class fund in Ben's house and i got like so worried lah.IDIOT!Haha.

3 of us went to AMK Hub and shopped a little and saw some nice spects.COOL.I need new glasses too.

Anyway,today had been a day full of laughters for me and i managed to discover the many sides of my friends around me.

P.S: Thanks Ben for hosting us and sorry for disturbing you and dirtying your house.But your house looks real nice and neat. A week has passed in silence and i was terribly drained out throughout the week.Not only do i have to adapt back to the hectic school life,school has also made some changes for us to accept and adapt,and those rules SUCK.

Monday:Started the new time-table and had real packed lessons.Later that day,was made known to us some new rules.Those rules are just so dumb and make us look like primary school kiddos.Had PE and was physically drained.After PE,had tennis training and was made even more tired.

Tuesday:Dragged my feet to school.Ended the day super late cos the TENNIS girls were rushing banner for the Open House the following day.

Wednesday:Reached school at 6am and started working on the unfinished banner.On top of that already drained+lack-of-sleep situation,things were made worse with PE at first lesson.The Open house din seem right with the slash in budgets and combination of CCAs.

Thursday:Had a nice day and it is probably the most slack day ever since school started for me.


It's Qian Qian's birthday today!Well,we managed to surprise her a little today and that innocent young lady actually cried!Argh.The TENNIS girls stayed back and celebrated with her.Physical was cancelled as we wanted celebration.We played Zhong Ji Mi Ma in the canteen and things were disgusting.

Yucky.We started off lightly with some normal plain drinks,then things got worse as we mixed more drinks.The worst were dumping in lemon cheesecake and its cream.Well,i kena twice and once thanks to my partner,and the other time thanks to Sarah.They concocted the drinks for me.It's yucky but indeed we have a wonderful celebration.

Hmmm.School's been fine so far.Though i'm too tired both physically and mentally,but they are still manageable.CVD's coming up and there's alot of preparation for us.We're more enthusiastic this year,probably cos we are more bonded.

Anyway,bra and I thought that Hang Wei has become a little more funny after the hols.Always rebuking poor Sami and also making more noise and jokes in class.It's really great having him and Ben in class providing some entertainment.

Going to try out some stuffs for CVD tmr and they gotta come my house and do some compilation for the China trip.Well,blogging will be reduced to like once or twice a week.School is taking up my time.

School is sick,school is mad,school is idiotic.BUT school is fun with all my FRIENDS. Boring boring boring.

Spent my Sunday at home and managed to finish some top-of-my-list tasks.Weekends are over and yup,will be returning to school tmr.

It's going to be a long week with long days,but hopefully things will be fine with all those tutors we've got. Went Bishan again with Evan to do some shopping.She needed sandals and we were like attacking all the footwear shops and she was doing some serious trying outs here and there.Been either hitting town or bishan lately and am rather bored of it.Are there anymore new malls coming out in this island?

Hmmm.Saw a shirt that i can consider buying for new year,asked Evan for opinions and she was okay with it.Anyway,it's a STRIPPY one again.

Went to Grandpa's house for his birthday party.It was rather a fun time seeing my cousins and playing around with them.The young ones have seriously grown up.We played Heart Attack and well,we had some real fun.

Playing heart attack reminded me of the times in China,where we played the game in the middle of the night.Marcus,Daniel and Benjamin hit people real hard and i remembered me and Bulb got hit hard on our hands by Marcus and Daniel.Well,it was a indelible memory cos we both walked off with swollen palms which lasted for a day.Hmmm,those were the fun times.

Sorry if i keep racking up the past,cos they are just etched so deep into my mind. :))

A nice song with meaningful lyrics- Westlife

Love Can Build A Bridge

First week of school is finally over!Well,school welcomed me with all those block tests and guess what?I din study for them or mayb i just did some unconstructive last min revision,and they prove to be useless cos almost all papers i lose at least 25 marks!

Wednesday:Went to school for the afternoon Chem paper,was happy to see all the familiar faces in school,my favourite 203 and all the China trip friends.I treated the paper like a plaything.When i could not do the paper,i went to the toilet and the further one from the Audi.On the way there,saw Nub Head and spoke to him and well,took my own sweet time to return back.So not serious!

Yesterday:Had Maths paper and just went home to 'mug'.

Today:Went to school in the morning and well,was welcome by someone with such a loud voice.Haha.Nub Head shouted my name in the canteen,and i guess many would know my name now.Had a long break before Econs paper and was entertained throughout by Weijie,Bulb and Benjamin.Thanks for the relaxing entertainment.I had a great laugh.Well,did the papers and finally managed to shout: THE END!

Was joking with Kelun and others yesterday about the whole block tests.And i predict this will register all U for me.And Kelun starting singing the song: ONLY U,implying that this block tests,U will be the only grade seen on our report cards.

Went to Bishan with Evan to let our hair down and she managed to get a present for her cousin.

Yippie!Papers over and i can finally relax a little though i din work hard at all.Haha.But before school really starts on Mon,i should have some fun first! Bombings in Bangkok kick off the start of a New Year for many Thais,and well,hoping that my cousins are safe there.Pray hard.

Had a fine day at home today,idling most of the time,staring to space.After lunch,went to AMK hub with my parents and sis for some shopping,well the Fairprice Xtra is really humongous,and really packed with people.I had to cling onto my sister's hand throughout the whole shopping.Well,the grocery shopping amounts up to 80 bucks.

Saw the time-table for this year.It's really terrible.There are no longer long hours of breaks,max break time is one half hours on friday,but it's not continuous.Hmmm,having tests on Mondays and Fridays,and PEs are on Mondays and Wednesdays.What is worse is,school doesn't end till 4 on an average.Argh,i miss those research@library breaks where the class will just go to the canteen.Seriously,i love the J1 time table more.

Okay,shall learn to keep this whining to myself.Life will have to move on and the right attitude is the right way to start a new year.

Still hoping for a bountiful year ahead. It's 2007,a brand NEW year,a brand new start.Everything is brand new.Everything starts on a new note,a new sheet of white paper.

2007 will be year of fun in school,a year of peace at home and a year when i will meet new friends and build stronger friendships with old friends.It will be a year when i grow more mature and learn more of life.It will also be a year of excitement,enjoyment and opportunities.2007 will be so great,wouldn't it?

2007 will register no disasters,there will be peace in the world.There will be no quarrels with anyone and there will definitely be no sarcasm coming from me.All bad things are void of in 2007.

203 will never part in 2007.All 16 of us must stay together,no one shall go down.We will stay together as we used to be.We will like always stick together and have our share of fun.There will always be the 16 of us in 203 and no one shall be left out.

We must all have a new perspective of the new year because an ending marks a new beginning.We should look upon all new beginning with the right perspective and with a positive attitude.

May 2007 be great for everyone!