A break from the break
Friday, July 13, 2007 at 11:50 PM
A tiresome week it had been.Mugging,slogging and slaving my hearts out.It isn't only the work that stressed me,but also the environment.My mood has been going up and down,and to be honest,it's the first time.It was good being able to find a shoulder to lean on,someone to wipe your tears,and someone to walk around with you.It was a comforting feeling,it was like a beam of light in the midst of darkness.
I know i might had been a little emo and behaving weirdly.I didn't mean it,really.To whoever i might have hurt,it wasn't intentional.It was the kind of uncontrollable feelings within myself that caused it.It's my inability to control that causes that.
Took a small break today with TWINY.Was supposed to get presents for someone,but apparently,i've decided to ask others to do it.Bought something that i ultra love,and got to walk around with TWINY talking about serious stuffs.
We saw SARAH and some other YJcians.And,lucky me,met xf!It's only a week and i've seen you.Even though it was a short one week,MEINUs,i still miss you all. :))
TWINY and I went to try out some KOREAN foodie.We finally get a chance to eat RICE CAKE with Red PEPPERS after like a million years.It was very chewy and filling,and it isn't spicy at all.It has a unique tinge of sweet and yet spicyness.But it is really awfully nice.We had French Fries that doesn't look like one at all.And all i have to say is that,it is surprise after surprise.
SHOUT-outs:
Study Cliques:It's a miserable week for us all.And i'm sad to say that i can't bring myself to say anything motivating this week.I am stressed out by the speed at which i do things,and i can only say,we must persevere on.
TWINY:It's a nice long chat about our pasts.I've known you like a few levels deeper.It isn't the memory that we want to live us.So now,we have moved out of that shadow and we are stronger than what we used to be.I love you :))
David:Thanks for the tireless encouragement.Thanks for the relentless help.It's great having you around when i'm so stuck.Play hard for your match and do study hard too.It doesn't matter what others expect,it is what you expect.Your determination is much more important that their expectations.
MEINUs:Miss the ladies!Busy with your projects and stuffs?Don't be.I know you all have a life just like xf.Do take a break in the middle of the hectic schedules.But remember to draw yourself back when it's time. LOVE YOU GIRLS. :))
Perfectionists are always stretching themselves to the limits.But,by re-defining your point of perfection,it is actually a mystery.Perfection is nothing but the blinding of one's eyes from other people's flaws.
No matter what backgrounds we come from,no matter what we had done,no matter what our predecessors had done,no matter what our faiths are.We are all the same.We are all HUMANS.