Are you scared?Are you fearing for what is coming soon?

I was actually rather optimistic all about school before today.I thought that it would be a smooth 4 years with lots of wonderful friends and neighbours.

It was till today(my visit to my room in PGP) that shook me awake to what i've always been-worrying.It was a quiet place.No signs of anyone else on my level except my dad and i.There's no one coming out of the rooms or entering the toilets or kitchens.The only place that's more lively is probably the canteen.

I am starting to worry about leaving alone.I am starting to feel like beating a retreat.I am starting to act like a coward.

It's not that i cannot adapt to changes,it's probably just that i am NOT ready for all these.

True enough,i am a scardy cat.