memory lane

Why did we do that?

2009-08-11T23:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in life, we make decisions that we live to regret in the future.At that moment,we would think that we are sure of the decision,and we will NEVER regret,in fact,we would feel happier.

But if life is so certain,everything would be so bland and boring.Things turn out different from what we believed would be.Sometimes,we just ponder over the possible consequences if the decision had been otherwise. Would we be happier,would we be enjoying ourselves more? *Hmmm*

Nevertheless,it's not always regrets that make us think.Sometimes, the happiness at present make me grateful for making certain choices.But, under some other circumstance,i would regret for making that same choice then. It is such a dilemma. Why would human beings never be contented with what we thought we would? We are a greedy lot of people, always asking for more of everything.

Remember, opportunities do not come knocking more than once.Sometimes, decisions have to be made more intuitive because there is no point thinking over the consequences, since we always have moments when we regret and rejoice over.

Why did we do that?

2009-08-11T23:25:00.001+08:00

Updates

2009-08-08T09:40:00.000+08:00

Been so busy and lazy to blog these weeks.Let's see what happened recently in my path.

Definitely,i will whine that my mp3 has broken down after serving me for a year and half.It's expensive yet it din last.Well,people do get disappointed when things doesn't work their way.What's more its the second mp3 player from the same brand that crash in the same manner. :(

Exciting moments coming up soon.Going to catch NDP live with the girls thanks to the tickets from TWINY! Lots of love :)) We're gonna rock the floating platform in red tops and cheers. *Look out for David,Yj and Isaac Ling*

I'm going to quit work soon.So tired of it; be it the paperwork,the environment and even the colleagues.They're nothing but just people who get close to you when they need you to help them (But that's human?) Well,i'm just going to leave in other week or so.We can't possible grab all the money so i better leave before i forget about this logic.

*I'm just so tired.But i will have to hang on!

Update :)

2009-07-09T18:30:00.002+08:00

Work,work,work!Time to take a break soon. :)

Well,there's nothing to describe work except the same few phrases.But well,let's just leave it aside.

Been to the Flyer with the GIRLS!Yea man.It was still nice and fun though we went in the afternoon :) Had yummy popeyes as well after the trip.

Next up: Project C.A.N Challenge and gathering at Kelun's!

WII! Here we come for you :))

2009-06-16T13:09:00.002+08:00

THE NEW CAR IS HERE!

Yippie.The black mitsubishi car my sister bought has finally come! Yes man!It's really cool.Pretty,nice engine,spacious leg space,sleek,and keyless :))

Looking forward to getting my licence and go off with the black car!

Neglected

2009-06-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh.I'm so sorry that this blog has been neglected for such a long while.
Well,let's see what i've been doing over the weeks to neglect blogging.

It was a big smash going for Marcus 21st birthday."Woah" is the word to describe the whole party.The number of guests he had,the uncontrollable situations at times,and the number of drunk guys at the end of the day.It was a fun party,but it really requires lots of courage and preparation to make it an enjoyable one for all.

I'm currently attached to Megastore.It's tiring to travel all day from home to that ulu tampines place.Long bus ride,weird people,bun ju, and the lazy executives over there.

If anyone thought that Jessie was bad,well,you should come over to Mega to see all the lazy people who are earning more.Those promoters there are okay,but they are aggressive and face each other with a mask.The staff there are lazy bums who just want to earn commission and boost sales,BUT not to settle those problems.I'm still trying adapt.

Yes!Meeting with QMESs and Marcus tmr for Quack's bday celebration and to pass Mr Soh his birthday present :)

*I'm clinging hard onto you to make sure you feel loved and cherished.

2009-05-13T12:35:00.002+08:00

Hope you guys are having fun in HKG :)) Loads of fun before you hit town.

Holidays are enjoyable for i can rest,sleep and sleep.But,i really need the money lah.haha :))

Going for my FTT later and having a BWL meet-up for dinner at F&C.It's my 2nd F&C meal in less than a week. *Ponders*

I watched Star Trek last night.It isn't as bad as i thought it was. (Evan,for once i think it's quite worth watching) It was quite interesting and there's a tinge of humor in it.It's very much different from the older Star Trek movies!

Okay,i'm feeling so bored now.Need to go get a job soon :))

For one of my bestest friends

2009-05-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

People are unique creatures.

They hold different views about people,events,and life. They have a set of values that makes that them think that they are the superior one, and that's the way everyone should adopt.

Greatest boo goes to people with minds that think everything they have is the right of way.When people fails their expectations, they deem the person as failure.Sometimes, people just have to fall to learn to walk.Some people have to fall harder and fall more than others to learn the same lesson.But it means nothing, because one who falls will grow braver and stronger.

Superiority does not come from the things you own or the right you command.Superiority comes from respect.The most fundamental thing human beings should have is respect, yet, its always the hardest to gain and express. Respect; a simple word we know from young, yet, one might not even get it even when he is on the deathbed.

I hate to hear how someone with a high rank can randomly use his authority and power to insult another person.Having the wealth and the fame doesn't give you the right to put someone down.It doesn't give you the right to upset someone and make the person feel like a failure.It doesn't give you any more right to condemn a person just because you think you are better than him.

People just have to learn to accept the others in your life.Without the disparity in people, there would be no way to highlight your greatness.If everyone is the same, there will be nothing from you to be known as strengths or weaknesses.

For one, our fate cross once in a while.Your predicament today might be mine one day.

Pack and GO!

2009-05-08T01:28:00.002+08:00

I'm moving out of PGP (Saturday).It's both an exciting yet tiring chore.

Oh my gosh.I just finished packing and there's like 3-4 bags of stuffs now with those cling-clang noisy items that is so irritating.

If only the items could be lesser,then i would be able to go back more conveniently and leave for home!

Pack and pack and off to home.And when i'm home,it's unpack and unpack.Argh.It's a tiring chore (:

Meeting QMESs for lunch tmr!First meet up after the exams! Yippie! :)

Holidays!

2009-05-07T00:22:00.002+08:00

Here's to Marilyn Twiny!It's my first post after the torturous exams. (Me din bring my laptop home lah)

Leave aside the talks bout the papers and my confidence level.Talk about fun instead.

Made cheesecake last night, and it was nice except that it was a little thick,it could be more fluffy instead! Baking makes one relax and really slow down the pace.

Well,went out with people from PGP today for dinner and K. *No 17 again with the sisters from JC.Sorry bout that.

There will be steamboat at PGP tmr night,lunch at F&C on friday and Mother's Day dinner on Fri.This whole week is about eat,eat AND eat.Come on people,we shall all expand and grow fat together :))

*I love my new layout.Sweet (:

8 more days!

2009-04-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

Tmr is the official start of the finals.Well,what can i say?I think i'm only partially prepared but i really do want to do well and reach my own target (:

Nights are long these days.I just can't get to sleep and i wonder why.My friends said its cos i'm too stress and study too much.But look here,i spend 3-4 hours on Youtube daily, i spend 1-2 hours on eating and bathing, and i spend another 1 hours on walking around and stuffs.Strictly speaking,i only read like 4-6 hours a day!

Okay,shall not mumble and grumble much.

To my lovelys: JIA YOU! We'll do well and we'll have the fun for the next 3 months :))

*Wee prays hard for good health, good results, sleep-full nights, and not to be nervous.

Week 11 SOON!

2009-03-28T21:42:00.002+08:00

Yea man.Another 3-4 more weeks and Sem 2 of my first year in NUS will come to an end.

It's going to be a few busy weeks and it had already started since last week :)

Rushing through accounting,GEK,and econs project and presentation recently. They'll be due a week before the study week.YAY!

Met up with the girls yesterday for dinner and a mini shopping trip.We bought some clothes from cotton on and had yummy yummy food and dessert :))

This week i have got a new MICKEY watch,a new black shirt,and a keypad protector for my laptop.This is so good,it minimises all the noise and i won't disturb anyone in lectures anymore.NO MORE!

Ta-dah.Shall update when there's more interesting stuffs or mayb when school has come to an end :)

A post to my lovelys:

2009-03-10T09:46:00.004+08:00

Awww.Been feeling awful these few days,but i thank so many of you for so many things.

Big thanks to:

Evangeline: Thanks for offering to bring me stuffs from outside and thanks for the sms to check if i was okay.Thanks so much for the care and love given!It really warms my heart.A million thanks and love to you!

Marilyn: Thanks for asking me to speed dial you and saying that you will come down no matter what!Thanks for listening,and thanks for the word of caution time and again! Not forgetting the moments you web-camed with me to cheer me up! Model-high! Love you so much,TWINY!

Shuhui and Tingting: Thanks for asking me to speed-dial you if anything happens. Thanks for reassuring me i will be fine!

David: Thanks for the encouragement and thanks for being my friend again. Friends are really there to support, and love us :)

Thanks everyone around me to all loves for wishing me speedy recovery, and reassuring that i take good care.

I really want to be healthy again. I want to love my friends with all my heart :)

As we grow...

2009-03-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

Whoever said that as we grow we become braver? Whoever said that we become happier as we get educated?

In fact, as we get older, we have more fears. When we were young, we never thought that someone dear to us would leave us. When we were young, we were too busy playing that we never get affected by the economy. When we were young, we use to fret over not being able to watch tv and play with our friends. But as we grow, it seems like we have more worries, more fear.

One by one, my family member and my friend left me for paradise. Following after, someone dear to me start feeling sick and unwell, and myself got sick too. As all these struck me, i start to fear. I fear losing someone, i fear death.
As the economy take a turn for the worse, i fear my dad and my family members losing their jobs. I fear we are unable to make ends meet. There's just so much fear when we grow.

*Live everyday like it's the last so we will learn to appreciate those little things around us.

I pray for health for everyone i love,and myself.I pray for this healthy body and healthy mind to stay with us for life.

recess week!

2009-02-28T16:49:00.003+08:00

Oh my gosh!Time really flies,fast.The past week was the recess week which was meant for a short break,rush of projects,and studying for mid-terms.But to me,i hadn't really completed all of these tasks,as of today.

Last week was truly a busy yet fun-filled one.

Friday (20/2/09):
I went for 林宥嘉[迷宫]新加坡演唱会2009 with Jie.Lun,Marilyn,and Evan!Yippie!The first ever-concert for the girls.The performance was reall great with his voice that melts our heart,with the special performances from S.H.E and Olivia Ong. I would say it was a very exciting concert that kept my heart hyped even through a night's rest.I was just a little sad that he din sing 伯乐,my favourite song (:

Saturday (21/2/09):
Cousin Shellen's wedding and we had to be at her house at 7 plus in the morning to help out as the bridal party.Yea Man!We managed to sabotaged the groom made him eat all the yucky stuffs.Church wedding ended at prolly 1.30,and we headed back home to rest as we were all too tired :)

Sunday (22/2/09):
House-warming at the newly-weds' nest in East Coast.There was a room for billard,for karaoke,and a small spot for everyone to gather and eat.Well,the place is nice with great facilities,but for me,i am contented with my current nest :)

Well,the rest of the weekdays was going to the library and do my GEM essay.Goodness,i'm so well-informed in the area of Child Abuse now. :P

My driving lessons thus far have been fun and enjoying.I drove home twice,and good for me that there was no stalling of engine on the roads. :)

I love this recess week!I have so much fun and i get to stay at home for a full-week :) :) :)

Tomorrow will be the day i head back to PGP to complete the rest of my sem.Sad to start the second half of the sem with a evening mid-terms paper on Mon.Well,there's many more to come in the following week.

*Though there aren't going to be any holiday trips this May,i believe i will still enjoy myself in Singapore.Time to get some part-time and earn $$!

St. Valentine's

2009-02-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

The happiest Valentine's day of my life!

Celebrated with all those wonderful people who stuck and will continue to stick by me :)

It was Grandma's birthday yesterday and the whole lot of us went to some restaurant and celebrated her big day!

Well,there was so much laughters as usual and those cousins of mine can really make us laugh heartily.There was 2 cakes yesterday and one was those peach-shaped which was so big and expensive.

We aren't rich,but for the happiness of our fabulous Grandmother,it doesn't matter spending a bit more to see a smile on her face.

2 more weeks to mid-terms.Yadayada.I know it's time to study again because our goal is to score at least 3.5 this sem :)

We all know time would tell if we mean what we say and whether we have changed,but we never recognise this point.

Sometimes we shed tears to sleep.Those precious tears of ours tells those who love us that we needed a little more care.If you don't feel it,it's because you don't love me enough :)

SHOPPING SPREE!

2009-02-11T22:37:00.003+08:00

I want to go shopping!I have written out my shopping list for this weekend!

Hopefully someone can go shopping together with me :)

1. Cardigans (black&white/grey)
2.Black Pumps (Schu)
3. T-Shirts (Black and White)
4. Facewash (The Face Shop)
5. Belts (Black/Brown)

I hope i get all these stuffs.Otherwise i would be feeling grumpy for the week to come.ROAR!

最近非常想去逛街。

幸好我在月初已经存了一些钱。最近需要穿体面些的衣服时才发现自己没有适合的鞋子。真是懊恼!

Haha!I found out that i have this sudden urge to type part of my post in Chinese.It's so fun! (:

Adios!

Bang the Doldrums!

2009-02-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

Yippie!

The Chinese New Year festival has such a kallang-wave impact!Lots of meeting ups recently and i'm getting so hyper over it!

Tommorrow there will be a gathering with those crazy peeps from 203!Yays!
I love everyone of them.They are so funny and talking to each of them bring vibes of happiness through me! :)

6K'01 gathering on this Sat!Yays again to these wonderful people for never failing to organise a gathering for us to chat and play around!It's a interesting fact that people who don't see each other much can still chat up like how they used to years ago.Woah,the wonders of human relationships.

I don't know how long eternal is,but i just know through the eternity of my life,i want to cherish my friends.This year,i shall be cheering each and everyone of them on,be their listening ear,and be an angel to them!

Today,i am in one corner,praying that everyone of my friends,my family members,and my special ones.I pray for them a healthy mental and physic,and happiness in life.

Most importantly,i would like to pray for my grandma.Let me pray for her to be happy.

*If time don't allow us to bid goodbye before we leave,would we hate ourselves for not treasuring everyday like it's the last?

The Unthought

2009-01-29T18:08:00.002+08:00

It had never occur to me that someone i love would be ill-stricken or leave me at any point of my life.One has a chance to live his or her life.In his or her lifetime,there is no time for regret.

I don't want to regret only after someone is gone,I want to let them know i really care for them,and they will always live within me.

Sometimes,we don't show our love and care for someone because we are the conservative lot.Although we don't say it,it doesn't mean we are aloof.

Time does not wait for anyone.So,let's get into action and make the lives of those you love a happy one. :)

New year, NEW WISHES!

2008-12-31T17:45:00.004+08:00

I'm so inspired by Marilyn to do a post that summarises 2008 for me.But, it's the laziness at work,so i wun write much on it :)

In short, 2008 had been enjoyable with all those unforgettable memories that will always bring a smile on my face when i think of them.
Even though there were times when there were hurdles and storms during our journey, we will ride on them and bring our feet to a better place and greater height.

Today, 2008 will end on a happy note and 2009 will enter with a BIG BANG!

We will never know what 2009 has in store for us,but one that we all know is that we will still try to enjoy ourselves,no matter how tough times are.

For those still learning to crawl, enjoy your happy moments and indulge yourself in the innocence of childhood.

For those trying hard to excel in the academic path, study hard still.Nevertheless,learn to enjoy yourself, because knowledge doesn't come only from books.

For those who are working hard to keep the family going,economy is not starting good for the year.But,don't always frown over those money issues.Remember, the poor are always the ones who are the happiest?The origin of human beings is having the least things,and they are not necessary rich.But, they had been happy.

2009 shall be good for all of us in one way or another.
MY DEAREST, let's work hard for the next 365 days coming ahead!

3 more weeks :)

2008-11-18T15:35:00.002+08:00

It's 3 more weeks to the END of first SEM in NUS!

Phew.Finals starting on this friday and it officially ends on 4th Dec for me.

Bless me so i don't die a ugly death this time round.

Target: GPA of at least 3.5.

I don't want to fall at the bottom ends of the bell-curve.It's so horrible and everyone here is so chiong!

Bless PS and MNO paper won't be too tough for me to handle.It's yucky with all the theories to remember,and heaven knows if anyone uses them in real life.

Adios till then.

Sometimes i just fall.

2008-11-07T14:09:00.002+08:00

One day i shall stand up against the big people of the world and tell them i have no fear.

One day i shall spread out my arms and readily let the wind blow right into my face.

One day i shall be brave enough to walk right up to you and tell what i want you to change.

One day i shall not be afraid of people being angry or unhappy.

One day i shall just let myself fall.

One day i shall just truly look into the mirror and understand who am i.

One day...

There are just so many things that people think of doing but never ever did.It's not difficult to do,but it's just difficult to find the courage,and the motivation to initiate the action.

One day,when we are about to leave the world,we will regret why we never had the might to fulfil all our desires and dreams.

Life is not short.It's us.It's us who start late on everything.
We are unwillingto face up to our mistakes,so we push everything to life.

BOOHOO!

2008-10-26T15:41:00.002+08:00

BooHoo!It's been a long while since i've blooogggeedd.

Yay.I have 0nly got 2 more projects left and it's expected to clear by this coming week :))

I feel the load getting off my shoulder bit by bit.It's good to feel the weightlessness and start to flap my wings :)

Tomorrow is public holiday which is good since i dun have to get back to my hostel tonight and i can do my marketing assignment at home.

All these while,i've been thinking of going on a holiday,thinking of giving econs tuition,thinking of being free from school.It's ironical how i miss working life,but when i'm working,i miss studying life.The grass is always greener on the other side,isn't it?

Life is short and death is unpredictable.Don't waste your time pondering over how appropriate are the things you're doing.But, think how you would regret if you have no more time to accomplish it.

Go RB!

2008-10-13T21:26:00.002+08:00

Tmr is the day!My marketing presentation day!It's a fun one month working on it.RB Case Study rocks!

Anyway,i've gotten back my marketing first ever assignment.Woohoo!I've gotten a A-.Okay,not ultra fantastic but i am still proud of it.I love marketing :))

Anyway,gotta rush my MNO and PS project by this week.Hopefully,i can clear all the projects by end of this week. :))

I want to get cracking on other work and revise through those unknown concepts.I need to score for other mods to do well for this sem.

I need SHOPPING! I need MONEY!

Bon Voyage Li Jing.Take care ya.

Slow down.Pause

2008-10-01T00:10:00.002+08:00

Recess week went pass in a WOOSH.

Had my mid-terms for dsc yesterday.I forsee myself failing in the crystal ball.I forsee my results being as good as my organic chem 1 year back.The weightage is 45%.Yes,it's alot.But the questions are so tough,and i'm making really dumb careless mistakes.

Well,it's over.I've gotta work hard for the other 50% in Nov.I will score!

Okay.Gotta rush my marketing project,organ trade essay,pol sci essay, and my mno project.Boo!

So much work,so little time.It's public holiday,so what?

Shagged

2008-09-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

Today is considered the last 2nd day of recess week!I have not done any studying,not completed any tutorial,not done with any project :(

Career Services took up both my Mon and Tues.It was an insightful course since i learnt so much more about positioning myself and the corporate world.But it would be better if it wasn't such long hours.

Well,Mkt project on Wed was a killer.8 straight hours of project when we just throw ideas,edit stuffs,and discuss on the issues to solve.It was tiring trying to crack up ideas,drain out time for future meetings.It's so much work. :(

Thurs was my only free day when i practically slept at home the whole day.Was too shagged from the past few days that i slept so soundly and undisturbed even with those construction going on! Woohoo!

Well,had Mno meeting on fri.It was another no-work done day except for deciding on our idea and how to execute it.Hopefully we can finish all my projects by the first 2 weeks of Oct.I'm looking forward to taking a short break before the final papers start drowning me :S

Okay.I've gotta mug for my DSC which is on this coming Tues and it constitutes 45%.And guess wat,i only understand like 20% of whatever i've learn throughout the term :( I need to catch up within 3 days and i still have a must-go wedding dinner on Sun. Sians X100.

1 more day to Recess Week!

2008-09-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

Yippie!One more day before the Recess Week kicks start.

But,why am i not excited?

Goodness!My recess week is damn packed lah.Like any other normal school week for me just that there's more break :(

Mon and Tues i shall be in school from 9am to 6pm.Career Services for that case,and i shall be in formal wear and will be hitting PGP for both nights. HOME! :(

Wed will be meeting up for Mkt project and hopefully we clear everything by that day.We're devoting one whole day to RB case study :) Bless us to finish it smoothly and quickly.

Thurs and Fri i will hit home to do last min shopping for my cousin's wedding on Sun.Boo.It's going to be a short wooshy fast week.And i have to prepare for my darn Management Sci mid-terms coming on the following tues.YUCKS.

Okay.Today's 2 hrs of Stats lect was a super waste of my time.Cos there's this bastardly idiot guy sitting beside me who was 3/4 of the time trying to flirt with his girl-friend.It's damn annoying and disgusting.The girl was such a biatch too lah.Too cheesy in expressing her feelings which to us,is obviously so fake!Anyway,they were talking way louder than the voice of the lecturer's when it reaches me.So i basically was having a flirt lect instead of stats lect.

On a happier note,there's only 2 lectures tmr.So,yes.I can finally relax :)

Cash-strapped!

2008-09-09T21:40:00.001+08:00

It's so sickening.It's only the second week of September and i'm getting cash-strapped.
I need to get a part-time job.Really.Any lobangs?

Once the November comes,i need to hit the classified once again and get a temp job for like 7 weeks!

WEE needs MONEY!

Welcome to the World!

2008-09-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Chairman and wife who received the arrival of their newborn on Sat.It's a cute little son.

Okay.He's so-called the new member to the SEC.He does take after his Dad.Goodness.He looks so super cute.I saw the picture but doubt i should post it without his parental consent. :))

Bless that you'll grow up being healthy,and a well-bred child.Looks aint the most important,but the gold-heart that you'll have is the most precious :))

Up my pace!

2008-09-07T13:44:00.002+08:00

Goodness.School is such a madness.I hereby advice you people never to believe people who says that uni life is more relaxed than any other phase of your education.That's a BIG FAT lie.

With school just having started for 4 weeks,we have projects deadlines to meet,and preparation for upcoming mid-term tests.Goodness.Mid-term tests are coming in another 3 weeks time,and who is really prepared for it?

Uni life is packed and BUSY!In a span of 4 months,we have to complete one sem,and for me,it's 6 modules with 6 papers to do.God,it's totaly madness.On top of that,we have 3-4 projects to complete by mid October,with one of it being a video production.Work,project,work,project and more of it!

Okay.Last Thursday was a crazy day.I had 10 hours of lessons without any break at all.When i got back to my room in the late evening,i was totally shagged.All i felt like doing was lie on my bed and let myself wonder into dreamland.But,there was tons of readings for the next day's lectures.

All i wish for now,is the holidays to come real fast so i get to have a break and RECHARGE!

P.S: More shopping with MESs and QUACK!!
I miss seeing QUACK! :)

my BIG day!

2008-09-02T23:48:00.004+08:00

Thank you all those lovely who kicked start my 02/09/08.

Special thanks to Sister Evan who got me a self-made collage and a self-made birthday card.It's prweety!Very nice and i really feel very happy.Big big thanks for all your effort :) And,she's the first person i see on my birthday this year cos she stayed with me.Haha.

Thankies to Twiny Marilyn who made me a pre-present which is a collage on her blog.Thanks sweetie for that and the video call on mon night/tues midnight :)

Also, thanks thanks thanks to my sisters,Endi,Amanda,Bra,Lisi,Huishan,Lionel Foo,Isaac Chua,Chandra,Sam Wong,David,Yog,Rudy,Hsin Mei,Bixia,Shu Hui,Tingting,Evan,Marilyn,and many many more people for sending your warm wishes :D

Anyway,thank you Marcus for calling back from Thailand to send me your well-wishes.Thank you :)

I'm also very happy cos my neighbours got me birthday cards and also got me a bracelet.Thanks sweeties.

Thank you mr alex for the nice treat and upcoming present :)

Will be meeting Marilyn and Evan tmr together with some other secret people?Will update soon.

I'm glad that i've achieved alot(to me) as a 19 year-old.

Terrific Thursday

2008-08-30T15:08:00.003+08:00

Yippie.Twiny came over to PGP to stay with me on Thursday.Ssshhh.It's supposedly not considered to be legal.But well,who doesn't love company?

Anyway,we did video call with Evan and it was damn fun.I'm sorry to my poor neighbours because we had to speak loud through the speakers so that we could be heard over at TPY.

It was really enjoyable having TWINY around cos we camwhored with my integrated webcam,and also we motivated each other to read,and STUDY.

random

2008-08-27T14:53:00.002+08:00

Phew.I'm back at home since last night.It's nice being home since i get to sleep on my own bed and feel a little more warmth. :)

Apparently,i've cleared all my tutorials for the week so it's left with all the lectures for tmr and fri. :) One good thing about this is that i can miss lessons at the end of the week (if there's any impt stuffs to do).

Tutorials tend to get very boring at times and they emphasis so much on CP.Well,did the wrong tutorial assignment for Marketing yesterday.Super nervous lah.And uh-huh,i'm damn sway to get pointed by the tutor to answer a question.Thank goodness i'm a good smoker(as per 203),so i managed to smoke thru it and the answer seems quite okay to the tutor :/

Anyway,group projects have to start soon cos one sem is only 3 months plus.So there's alot of deadlines to meet.Thank god,my marketing group hopes not to touch our tuesdays or wednesdays for discussions :)

Okay,will be going back to pgp in the evening later so i dun have to rush for lectures tmr morning.I'll update again.

Hey People

2008-08-25T18:46:00.002+08:00

Hey lovely people.It's been a while since you heard from me.Well,cos school has started and i'm always feeling so down about school. :(

School started officially 2 weeks ago.Well,the first week was fun because it was mainly lectures only.The 2nd week got a little busier with my extra english mod and the work i have to do.And i got quite irritated with having to start shifting to pgp to sleep.

But well,i got to meet 2 very nice neighbours living just opposite me.Okay,we get to go bath together at times and also meet up for dinner at the canteen downstairs.At least for now,i'm no longer so lonely.

Hmmm,tutorials started today and it was pretty okay except that there are more expectations being listed out :)

I'm in PGP now but will be going home tmr night cos wed is my free day :)
Will update soon though.

*To my Cousin Michelle,all the best for your studies in New York and all the best. Bless you with a safe journey and hope things go well for you there :)

School is a bore

2008-08-17T12:01:00.003+08:00

Okays.School has started for a week.Effectively speaking,i've been to lessons for only 3 days;Monday,Thursday and Friday.

Hmmm.Last monday was okay because there's only one lecture from 10-12,thursdays from last week till end of this sem will be sucky.My lecture starts from 10am and my last lesson ends at 6pm,and there's no break in between!!

Well,stayed in PGP last thursday cos there was a lecture on Friday morning.The night was super quiet and lonely.The toilet was total silent when i went to bathed and wash up.The room was silent and guess wat,the wireless connection deserves a big smack.It's super lousy can!I had to put the laptop on my lap and lean against the bedframe to get a pathetic 1 bar of signal!Sucks lor.

But,friday was fun.Met up with Kukulun,Markuku,JIE brothers,Quack,and Evan for a birthay-cum-farewell session.We sang from like 8pm-2am lah.Madness.But everyone was on HIGH!

Okays.Should end my post now.Getting bored.

*TWINY,cheer up.My uni life is as boring.I feel like a loner at times too :(

*Evan,i welcome you with open arms to stay over :)

APPRECIATE

2008-08-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

With you,that makes me more exposed to sadness,to disappointment,to happiness,to feeling blessed and to feeling needed.Once,i only know to have fun and really enjoy every moment with my friends.Now,i know how to feel sadness and feel the disappointment that comes when certain promises are broken.

But i'm glad,cos these are parts of the growing parts process and i know everyone has to feel them throughout their lives.I'm just happy that i'm feeling them because of you.

Well,school started yesterday!Thank god,had stats from 10am-12pm and the lecturer is super interesting and amazing. :)
Met Quack and Evan for lunch in FoS which was rather amazing and relaxing because Quack and I had ended lessons for the day :)

Dun be mistaken,uni life isn't so relaxed,it's just that these 2 weeks are lectures weeks only so we get to relax a little.

Tentatively there'll be a KBox session this fri as a farewell plus birthday celebration. (MESs,Quack,Marcus,Jie Lun,Mushroom)

I'm looking forward to everything.But i'm also feeling the pinching pain deep down in my heart.

Happy Birthdays!

2008-08-09T00:44:00.002+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday,

NG WEI JIE!

Happy 43th Birthday,

SINGAPORE!

Shagged

2008-08-08T13:33:00.002+08:00

Back from O-week!Oh my.it's so tiring even though i missed out the Flag on Tuesday.

Missed FIC cos they only needed 50 freshies from each faculty.So,by first come first serve basis,my group got to give it a miss.Well,those from the clan who attended said that it was rather boring though :) Movie night was Monday was great with the whole BIZ school O-week people at Cineleisure at Cathay.It was considered free/discounted rate cos of Bizad club and Nebo.(We watched Mummy)

Tuesday's flag was tiring(i heard).I missed it though because there were many in our group and more than enough for rotation.

Okay,Sentosa day was yesterday.Super shag can.Met at 7 plus at Vivo,and only 3 from Hulk 2 turned up due to the double major people having another Orientation in school.(90% from my group are doubling in engin and biz)Well,option was to combine with Hulk 4,and i would say it was rather fun.I need not join in the games because i'm a junior councillor and a very welfare one,so i can missed out those wet and dirty games :)

Anyway,it was overall a great Freshies Orientation,but there's some people whom you realise they're not really who you think they are,nor are they the very nice and easy-going one.

Thank goodness!

2008-08-03T00:27:00.002+08:00

Phew!I feel so grateful that i have assigned modules and need not do my own bidding except for one elective mod :)

And great,i have quite a time-table cos i have my Wednesdays free and my Tues and Thurs are rather relaxed.Great.It's a good start since i'll have time to adapt to the new environment :)

O-week Battalia starting on 4/8.Goodness,one week of inauguration,bonding,flag,rag,and sentosa.Hulk 2 please be bonded!!

Okays.Shall update once i'm locked up in my own room in PGP.

English module

2008-07-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

Darn.I have to take English module in Sem 1/2 cos i failed the bloody QET(topic was on biotechnology) :(

But the good thing is that the English Module happens to be NK1001 which is one of the modules i've been intending to bid for!Good deal now.But the tot of failing QET is so irritating.Whatever makes me fail?I'm still clueless.

Anyway,i've already got a allocated time-table which allows me a free day on Wednesday.Hopefully when i bid for my extra GEM/SS/Breadth in another few hours time,i'll still enjoy the same kind of relaxing time-table.

School's starting.May God bless Wee with a wonderful stay in PGP and smooth-sailing Sem in NUS Biz. :)

Thank you SWEETY!

2008-07-29T20:36:00.002+08:00

Well,just another few days before school starts with a loud bang(O-week).

Initially,i wanted to go to EpiCentre at Wheelock to take a look at the Hellolulu 3+ laptop bags.Although i knew it isn't going to cost more than 60 bucks,i am just too broke to buy.So i only wanted to TAKE A LOOK.

But in the end,i have got a turq one because Mr Sweety decided to get me one.Using his usual reasoning that we should not disturb the sales people by just taking a look and stuffs.*But we're not spendthrift,okay?

Anyway,i'm feeling very happy to have that Hellolulu bag bag to fit my Compaq lappie.These might be the motivation to last me thru school and life alone in PGP!

*Counting down to living alone. I am still scared.

I am scared

2008-07-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

Are you scared?Are you fearing for what is coming soon?

I was actually rather optimistic all about school before today.I thought that it would be a smooth 4 years with lots of wonderful friends and neighbours.

It was till today(my visit to my room in PGP) that shook me awake to what i've always been-worrying.It was a quiet place.No signs of anyone else on my level except my dad and i.There's no one coming out of the rooms or entering the toilets or kitchens.The only place that's more lively is probably the canteen.

I am starting to worry about leaving alone.I am starting to feel like beating a retreat.I am starting to act like a coward.

It's not that i cannot adapt to changes,it's probably just that i am NOT ready for all these.

True enough,i am a scardy cat.

Wee is feeling scared :(

Ikea High

2008-07-22T00:44:00.004+08:00

Went Ikea high with Evan today(or maybe it was yesterday?) at the Tampines outlet!

We had a ultra sinful lunch plus dinner.A combination of chicken wings and daim cake with our own serving of main course.Tsk tsk.that's fattening.But it's a once in a while thing since Ikea is so far from the city :( (thank god it's far)

I was supposed to buy stuffs for my 'new' house.But din managed to buy any cos they seem very different from the magazines.It's alright.Now there's always another excuse for me to get myself back to the store.

Might be going back to school to help out in rag on wed evening.But i'm praying hard not to stay over,but it's so expensive to be hailing a cab back from clementi to home with the additional of midnight charges and 30 cents levy.I am so poor. :(

*sings: I need money.Woowoo.I need the money money.Uhuh,i meant money.

*Looking forward to the BBQ on Sat with the people from 203'07,and all those lovelys we know beyond class :)

Bake bake!

2008-07-21T00:42:00.003+08:00

Had a baking whirl whirl wild at Marilyn's on Wed.It was fun fun and simply FUN!!

Went to YJ in the morning to collect the SGC.Met a few juniors there and ate the mega cheap food from there.I miss the price of school food,esp when i'm oh-so BROKE!

Just upload some random photos only.But we truly enjoyed ourselves.

Next Challenge:Bake a BIG cake :))

Untitled

2008-07-15T22:19:00.006+08:00

Kbox again with those lovely people from Courts yesterday.Great singers,loads of fun and laughters!Well,din sing this much this time round partly cos of the bad throat and hectic.

Bad News: My poor sunglasses resigned from its duty yesterday.Oh my.It's so pretty and so handy.I'm seriously sad.

My very last picture/last time wearing this handy pair of sunglasses that my elder sis got in the US earlier last year. :( it's so nice in terms of shape and shade.

Poor glasses with one of its lenses missing from the frame.I've got no idea where the lens went to either.

Anyway,i got a new pair of sunglasses today from a nice soul who heard bout my poor sunglasses.I think it's because the sweet nice soul knows that i'm such a heavy user for this eyewear thing.I need protection for my eyes since they're already small enough to handle anymore damages. :))

The new one :))

Cycling @ ECP

2008-07-14T12:19:00.004+08:00

MESs,Michelle and Marcus had a cycling trip on Sat at ECP.Cool.It's our first cycling trip together and it was really enjoyable and muscle-aching.haha.

Met in the morning for brunch at LJS over at TPY.A sumptuous and filling meal before we embark on our 'expedition'.Well,the travelling was tiring because of the long ride.But when we reached ECP,we were all excited and eager to get on the wheels and go vroom vroom.

Camwhored on the way as we cycled.Took lots of jump jump photos and we made Marcus and Michelle jumped too!It's amazing cos they're not that kind of jump jump people.

Fulfilling Life

2008-07-13T11:08:00.007+08:00

Yippie!I've been so happy over the past few days!Met up with friends that i've not been able to see,and did things that i've not done for the past 6 months?!?

MEINUs gathering on Thurs was a short dinner session.But honestly,it was deeply enjoyable with our usual talks and updates.We had Sakura buffet which many think was not very worth it,but well,we were all so hungry so we just settled for almost anything.

We'll be meeting up soon again,hopefully before the start of my school.This time round,it's for a KBOX session. :))

MESs dinner session at TCC was on Friday.It was Evan and my first time eating at TCC.Well,i had a smoked salmon and prawn linguinie which was truly amazing with the generous serving of mushrooms in it.But well,i was more interested in the beefy oven-baked tofu which Marilyn ordered.

Marilyn's Beef oven-baked Tofu

Evan's Roasted Chicken Spaghetti

Wee's Smoked Salmon and PraWN Linguinie

Michelle's Banana sauce Baked Salmon

Hmmm.Well,that's all for now.Will blog bout the cycling trip a bit later.I'm getting lazy :))

My LAST day.

2008-07-08T01:12:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my last day at AMK Courts.It was actually just like any other normal days.There was lots of laughter,lots of suaning coming from each other and lots of stoney customers. :))

Sumptuous lunch was at Pizza Hut.It was the last lunch i will have with the others as fellow colleagues.Oh my.Those good old times when we eat together and slack our time away.

Anyway,my Lao Pa has to make me cry in the evening by saying those very emotional stuffs.Gawk.I just remember those times when we boycotted his stuffs and slowly turn into his god-daughters.

Special thanks to Chopstick,Lao Pa,Ah Hong,Jim,Dave,Khai,and many more who has helped Wee along her working life in AMK Courts.

It was a happy 6 months working alongside you all,and definitely,i've learnt many new and interesting facts.I believed that my EQ has improved and i have become more easy-going.

Up Next:
Wed-Out with Chopstick
Thurs-Dinner with MEINUs
Fri-Medical checks at NUS with TWINY+dinner with MESs and Adeline
Sat-Cycling with MESs,Michelle and Marcus

D.U.M.B

2008-07-01T11:06:00.002+08:00

Oooh my!Had a super duper high kbox session with those fun people from Courts!

Okays,it was meant to be a so-called farewell 'party' for me.But apparently,i'll still be working for another week and also be going for another party on Sunday with them.Well,it's probably just an excuse for them to go K!Haha.

We really really sang our hearts out,screaming,shouting.It's as if we were having some kinda concert.It was a good 4 hours worth of screams,cheers and laughters!

Hmmm.I think i'm starting to feel a bit of reluctance to leave.I'm going to miss all those slacking moments behind the N-counter.I'm going to miss the poking-fun sessions with the M-promoter.I'm going to miss the imitation of Po,the panda by the E-promoter.Definitely,i'm going to miss seeing the people there and having fun with there.

To be honest,working has been a chore in the 1st month i started.But getting to know the people there better makes it more like going for gatherings everyday.

ELVISIANS-Retrospectif 2008

2008-06-28T22:37:00.005+08:00

Elvisians

Elvis GIRLS

BACCCK!

2008-06-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

I am back from Retrospectif 2008 camp!

ELVIS is so cool!Yippie.Had a lot of fun with fellow Elvisians.Doing all the cheers,playing all the station games and those laidback-ness we all share in common.It's so enjoyable and lovely!

Elvisians have the characteristic of never running even in a competition of Amazing Race.We got many tricks up on our sleevs including using toilet rolls to substitute white cloth for the game of Gold Rush.We have wacky guys in our team and daring girls in our group.

Special thanks to Jon Teo,Lee Kay,Doris,Christie,and Endy.These people have been so nice to me and showering me with lots of concern.

Anyway,my SP was okay.But the whole idea of having the SP meets is so freakingly scary.However,i have to admit that it was a fresh and cute one.

ELVIS is my HOMEBOY!

CAMP!

2008-06-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

WEE!I'm going for Retrospectif 2008 Camp on Monday.For that,i have to change my medical check-up date.For that,i've to forgo going out with someone.For that,i have to borrow money to pay for my camp.

It sounds fun to me.Casual wear to suit the theme of retro.Hmmm.What should i wear then?It's such a vague line for ladies.Tsk tsk.

Well,Retrospectif 2008 Camp is from 23/6-26/6.Hope i'll have lots of fun and meet lots of old friends and new friends!

Wee's going for a socialising plus relaxing camp. :)

Call for a Change

2008-06-20T02:09:00.001+08:00

YES!I've finally decided to change my blogskin.

Phew.It's quite a chore going through those code and making amendments.But i'm so glad i'm done with it in the wee hours of a Friday morning. :)

UNITE!

2008-06-19T14:03:00.002+08:00

Well,finally met up with MESs,Michelle and Marcus yesterday!

We had been trying very hard to find a day to celebrate the BIG day of those 2.Although it was a short gathering,we had really enjoyed ourselves. :)
GREAT talks about our lives,GREAT food and GREAT company.

Anyway,i'm feeling a bit messy now.With the great deals of problems my friends are facing,it's a bit hard to say i'm not affected or worried about my own situation.

*Every person's life is just like a drama.It's just that there is no NGs and there is no way to do a retake!

YIPPIE!

2008-06-17T22:47:00.001+08:00

YES!I've bought LAPTOP today.

It's a Compaq Presario V3788.Although it's a bit pricey,it's still within my budget and worth the price.It's a good buy for me :)

Anyway,i'm going for Retrospectif 2008 Camp from 23-26 June.

I'm still ALIVE and kicking!

2008-06-16T00:28:00.003+08:00

I wanted to blog badly over the past few months but my computer had just decided to let me irritated by the format of BLOGGER.

Anyway,TAIPEI 2008 with MESs was extremely fun and enjoyable.It was adventurous,gall-demanding,and definitely relaxing.It was a tour of discovery,a tour of gourmet and also a trip to hone our independence.

Latest on Wee's life:
I've been accepted by NUS Business School and as of today,i'm known as a Bizader.
Retrospectif 2008 camp is coming in another week's time but i'm still not sure if i'm going for it.

School's going to start in another one and a half month's time.My 8 months of holidays passes so fast,and i know i'm going to miss it!I missed schooling,but never the studying and examination part.I'm looking forward to life as an Bizader but i'm also quite lost towards the new environment and responsibilities that i have to place upon my narrow shoulders.

TAIWAN!

2008-04-04T10:32:00.003+08:00

DEPARTURE:

Airline: Cathay Pacific

Date: 14th April 2008

Time: 8.05am

Venue: Changi Airport T1

Arrival:

Airline: Cathay Pacific

Date: 25th April 2008

Time: 11.45pm

Venue: Changi Airport T1

HELLO SINGAPORE

2008-04-01T02:43:00.002+08:00

WEE's back in Singapore!

Okays,actually i touched down at 12am on Sunday in T3.It's a very nice and big terminal.It's such a nice feeling to go on a holiday!

Well,the weather over at HK is much cooler.It's an average of 17 degrees Celsius each day and there's strong wind gusting.

The whole family had a great time shopping and enjoying the local delicacies-including lots of dim sum,milk tea,yuen yang,wanton noodles,etc.

Okayy,i'll post the photos on the blog one day. :))

*I'll be going away to TAIWAN in another 2 weeks time with TWINY and Evan :))

Hong Kong,HERE I COME!

2008-03-25T10:19:00.000+08:00

We're now at the airport and departing in like 40 mins time.

Terminal 3 is so COOL but with too little shops to do shopping.BUT,i saw this very nice,sleek looking Sony Vaio laptop.

ADIOS,will be back on Sat midnight and i'll not blog till then! :))

ADIOS SINGAPORE

2008-03-24T01:28:00.002+08:00

Wee's going on her holiday!

Departure:

Venue: Terminal 3

Date: 25/3/08

Time: 11.00

Airline: SIA

Arrival:

Venue: Terminal 2/3

Date: 29/3/08

Time: 00.20

Airline: SIA

Messages to all loved ones:

I'm going to miss you all.Take care and wait for my return :))

RESULTS

2008-03-10T23:33:00.002+08:00

Wee's Chart of Glory:

Mathematics- A

Physics- B

Chemistry- C

General Paper- D

Economics- A

Chinese- A

Project Work- A

A-levels points= 79.88

I'm rather satisfied with my results except for those possible errors that occured which result in a big fat D in my GP grade.

HELL

2008-03-05T22:22:00.003+08:00

I'm NOT going to forward any sms to the class to do anything EVER AGAIN!

Even though the idea wasn't mine,the action to help pass the message got me lots of shootings back.YUCKS.This is such an unfair accusation on me that i won't take it lying down.

First,MR YOGGIE said i wasn't being unfair to Yi Kuang.He said it doesn't look good in front of the teachers.Well,fine,whatever.I din had that i-hate-him feeling or intention when i mass sent the sms.

Second,MR CHUN HOWE accused me of treating him like a enemy and said i was childish to raised the idea of doing that.Hello.Did i ever said i hate him?Did i even said i want to do that to spite him?

To the rest of the people who received my sms,let me tell you now once and for all.
NO MATTER how much i dislike a person in the past,i will not hate the person FOREVER!
No matter what you felt i was thinking about when you saw the sms,let me WARN you,i DID NOT think of showing my dislike for him.

*When i smile at you,it doesn't mean that i allow you to be at the top of my head and arrow your accusations at me.

To mr khaid ,thanks for packing back KFC for me when i was busy with the stocks and everything.That was a pleasant dinner+lunch.

OXYGENATED-LIFE!

2008-02-26T09:19:00.002+08:00

The world is all about LOVE.

But,it is not about the she-he relationships.It's also about the many she-she,he-he relationships that many people build up.(Hello,i'm not talking about homosexuality)

Remembering the first day knowing someone is always the best part of a relationship.When 2 people get to know each other and gradually draw near,it is very enjoyable to hear of what the other party thinks of you at first sight.

Smart Woman once told me she thought i was a gullible person when she first saw me 7 years back.My first thought:This is impossible,and followed by lots of 'hahaha'.

Ken told me he thought that i was ultra unfriendly and agressive so he did not want to speak to me.My reply:Okay,i admit that i don't have that i'm friendly-look.

Picking up new relationships with new people are part and parcel of life.The challenge is to build up new strong relationships with new people without damaging the old ones.(exclusive of BGR though)

TAN LISI

2008-02-16T00:59:00.001+08:00

BON VOYAGE TO MY DEAREST FRIEND

LISI!

I'll see you in 7 weeks time.Meanwhile,do take care and have fun :))

6K'01 Galore/Old Friends Meet UP!

2008-02-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

CLASS CLOWN!

the 'RECYCLED' cake

BIRTHDAY BOY!!

Gambling Kingdom

Queen of MAHJONG

6K'01 Gathering!

2008-02-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

6k'01 Gathering:

Time:2pm

Venue:AMK New York New York

Characters:6K'01

After 2 years,most of us finally got to meet up!Those who ended A levels felt a load lighter,those with poly still have the burden of common tests coming.It was great seeing all of you again.I like the feeling of meeting up with you all,because we seem to have endless conversations each time we meet up.

Although it's been a few years since we hang out like today,we still talked as if we just graduated yesterday!All of you have changed,in appearance wise.However,the character is still the same and still as fun-loving as ever.

Ben's birthday celebration was great and it seems like the first one we have done over the 12 years we have known each other.

*Hopefully Ben had a unforgettable and memorable 19th birthday with us around.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEN HO!

Grrrr

2008-01-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

The days passed still with me being busy with work.Was transferred to TPY on Thurs for some major event.I was cursing at my sales rep for the arrangement,but i'm thankful to him after i reach there.I'm not doing so thanks to fantastic sales nor thanks to the wonderful colleagues there.
BUT but but..because i met my PARTNER and she's none other than WINNIE NG!

Oh my god.Seeing her sent me some shocks before i even started work.
Shock #1:She's working as at Courts as a staff.
Shock #2:She's the B.M's daughter (Goodness)
Shock #3:She's so popular throughout the whole 4 storeys.

Well,i would say i prefer my own working outlet rather than TPY.Probably because i got great colleagues back at my own place.I've got nice and caring counterparts who help me.I've got humorous Uncles and Aunties to cheer me up and keep my spirits high.

I hate the mess some people at TPY create.They've got no proper station for invoices to be retrieved,no proper places to collect the g-stubs and no obvious location to pick up the tax invoices.Yucks yucks.

I'm eager to look at my A levels results.When will it ever be out?At least let the date of release be known soon!

Work is all about EQ

2008-01-23T01:41:00.000+08:00

I've gotta say i truly love my workplace.Firstly,there are motherly figures there who worry about our safety,our physical health and our mental health.Next,there's very humorous UNCLES around to joke with me.Most importantly,there are nice young men around to help us when we need.

Weekends are the best with the weekenders all back at store.I love those long dinner sessions with those young kids and OLD UNCLES.They're nice people who help each other out.Although our products might be competitors of each other,we promoters never stoop to condemn each other's products.Most importantly,we feel the exhilaration and satisfaction when we try to promote other people's stuffs.

Busy Wee

2008-01-10T10:46:00.000+08:00

Days swoshed past,Weeks flew by,and i'm finally updating my blog.It's been a few busssyyy weeks with tons of things to get used to.

Firstly,i was supposed to go over to TWINY's to celebrate Christmas on the eve.But well,what a timely arrival of the flu bug which made me had to stay home.It's so pathetic.Being home to celebrate my own Christmas in my own bed with the companion of the MEDICINE!

But well,thoughtful gang decided to bring the party over to my house and we did some chit-chatting till a little before midnight.

Although it's a little late,still,thanks for all the wonderful presents!

I'm already working now and the first week was horrible cos i knew no one and the products were so distant to me.But now,i can officially say that i'm enjoying work because i got some new friends and funny people there.Moreover,i can save on my transport fees cos i can walk to work and walk home too.And and and,i'm not doing these alone because my paired-up buddy happens to stay so so so near my house. :))

TWINY and SISTER are back from JAPAN and they got me lots of stuffs from DISNEYSea.So cute and i really like them alot.Thanks LOVES!

More importantly,i've started violin lessons and the first lesson was fun.Learning the positioning and the bowing of the strings.I have never felt that life is so fulfiling.It's good to be OUT of SCHOOL!

Note:
MICKEY MOUSE will be ultra popular in the coming year.WHY?Because it is the year of RAT!Don't believe?Check it out at Aussino,Fairprice,and more.

YUMs

2007-12-21T12:21:00.000+08:00

Had the chance to see him by chance last Saturday.It was so enticing.His dance movements brought the beat of the venue to its peak and sent roars and screams throughout the whole of M Square.

This picture is so colourful.Doesn't it brighten up your day by merely looking at the colourful background and outfit?

Note to Michelle:You can start saving up every penny to get that cd. :))

Updates for people who care:

I'm going to start work soon but i'll still try to keep in touch with everyone as hard as possible.

To MEINUs:

When can all 5 of us be present together for a get-together and our breakfast at Braddell?Anyway,Expert X suggested a BBQ at someone's void deck one day.(Apparently that someone is ME)

31st Dec is out cos Shan gonna start school on that day!

What I really WANT?

2007-12-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

In life,we go after every gust of wind,every trail of excitement and every tinge of hope.Sometimes i would just lie around in a corner of any place and think of what i really want and wish for at that point of time.

Today as i sit at the rear of the car,i was thinking about my life-to-be in 5 years time.Would i be a small fry in a multi-national company,a dee-jay in Singapore's most popular mandarin radio station,a hotel manager,or even a boss of my own cafeteria?Even till today,i'm still unsure of what my real goals are in life.

Sometimes,i just wish life could be so simple...
Taking a sip of coffee in my own house during a rainy afternoon.I would be sitting in the living room and looking out at the raindrops pelt against the window sills.

I wouldn't mind taking my umbrella and taking a stroll under the rain.Plucked in my ears are sentimental songs coming from Jay Chou,Westlife,and SHE.Under the rain and breeze,i would be walking alone on a long stretch of street without being disturbed.I would enjoy the gusto coming from the wind and looking at the events happening around.Being there but not part of it,being there but not feeling the pain of participating.It's such a nice feeling to be just a onlooker.

Noise.Party.These are something that i do not seek for in life now.I just wish for some tranquility.That little amount of silence.That makes a great difference to my life now.

I'm thinking of a way to lead my adult life in future.But as to whether it'll happen,that requires a great amount of planning and courage.The first step has to be taken,and i'm sure i would need a strong hand to give me a push.

"What you see as empty is not really empty.What you feel as empty is really empty."
-It means that seeing with your eyes does not mean anything.But feeling with your heart leads you to the truth.

Sneeze It

2007-11-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

If only worries can be like a sneeze,how perfect would life be?

When the sneeze doesn't come out,it makes you get fed-up and all.But,when it comes up,you feel so happy and thankful.If only worries will be gone in a twinkling of a second,our lives might be better.However,there might be less tinge of surprises in life.

Well,went to the library just now to return some books.It was quite a bad timing though.The moment i stepped out of the house,the wind started gushing and it's so so cold that i shivered.I still had to walk all the way to the library because there's no bus in sight.Horrendous.Met Michelle and brought her to her location for interview which was near library.Although i was supposed to go too,but i gave some stupid excuse to escape from the job because Dad is unsupportive of it. :))

Saw Fang Qing today!It's been a long while since i saw her and she din really change much even after like 8 years?!?!Well,also saw a guy who looked like my primary school friend,but i can't quite remember his name.He smiled at me though,but i still can't remember who he is.I'm sorry if you happen to read this,but i really can't remember your name though you look scaringly familiar to me.

Okay,got to end today's post and i'm going to end it with some very meaningful quotes.

"When you're alone in a new environment,don't worry about the problems you will face.Think,about the many interesting things that you can find".

Looking back is not a sign of being afraid to change or move on.Looking back is a sign of showing gratitude to the people who have/had once helped you.Looking back is also a sign of showing your constant awareness of changes around you.

Live it

2007-11-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

It's been days since i've posted an entry.Well,i can't really say that i am ultra busy,but i can only say the pace of my life is getting slower.I'm feeling so happy that i feel more relaxed and well,enjoyable.

For the past few days,i've been hitting Suntec area with Evan and Michelle for shopping,job-scouting and just plain FUN!

On Fri,i've got myself a Zen Vision W.2-3 months after my late mp3 passed on,i've finally got a new support!It has got great features and i'm going to upload the coolest videos into it!Don't i sound excited enough?Okay.I din really pay for it.My family paid for it and i've got to pay only 99 bucks!

The weekends were okay.I was mainly chionging my online shows and sleeping only at 4am in the mornings.But i really like the night when no one disturbs me.I like the peace and tranquility of watching those shows in the night and walking into the characters' lives.

Dragon-boating Team Singapore had met with some tragedy.It is a misery and mishap that is so unpredictable.Well,one of them stays behind me and happens to be some sort of my sister's friend.The incident just shake me awake from my dreams,and life seems so fragile to live with.

In the event of pursuing our dreams,there are bound to be challenges and hurdles.Many a times,we think these hurdles as failures,sneers from other people,and even humiliation.But,how many times or how many of us would look upon these hurdles as life-threatening situations?When this situation prevails.would one still encourage the other to move towards one's goal and not give up?When this life-and-death situation occurs,would one still have the courage to move ahead with one's decision?What hits the mind of those victims when they are 'embraced' by the huge ripples of waves?It is probably those glorious moments of life,their memories with their loved ones,or just regrets of being part of the activity.

Well,these victims most probably don't feel this way since it's been said by their loved ones that they loved the sports so much.They do deserve our respect but they are also our teachers,teaching us to never compromise on safety.

Okay,i shall get those emo feelings away.It is just meant as a note for people who still disregard life as a treasure.

Today is a great day!Really!Went to look for a job with Michelle.Well,i've actually got a job,but i turned it down because it's at EXPO!I mean it's quite far and the pay is not really enough to cover for the travelling fees!I've also enquired about my violin class,it's not very cheap,but i'm going to save up for it using my pay and pocket money!

To be able to embark on your dreams brings you exhilaration even though the process might be tough and scary.Even if no one sees the rationale behind doing the thing,just perserve your beliefs and you will see the light!

I'm FREE!

2007-11-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

The A Levels are finally OVER!

I feel the exhilaration now!I'm going to have so much fun from today onwards.In fact,i started enjoying myself since 9.15am yesterday.

Went to IKEA-Tampines today and got some BOXES.Well,i wanted to get 2 table lamps because they're very nice.But i realised i've no use for them and it would be a waste of money!

10 great things about Changi Airport T3:
1.Brightly-lit
2.A Butterfly Garden
3.Many retail stores that are not to be found in any other parts of ASEAN
4.A 5-star hotel right beside it
5.Beautiful toilets that are nicely done up with fabulous facilities
6.A 5-storey high Green Wall
7.3 aero-bridges at each belt whereby the 3rd is for the 2nd level of A380
8.Many $800-seats in the departure hall
9.A supermarket
10.7-storeys tall

1 great thing about ME today:

I've managed to clean up my room and it's truly clean and tidy and ultra neat!

12/10/07 Ex-YJcian!

2007-10-13T15:01:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday

Evangeline dear!

It's my last day as a YJcian.It should be a happy thing to me since i've always been dying to get out of the tormenting school life.But it's actually a mixed-feeling thing.I'm feeling uncertain and insecure to leave all the wonderful tutors.I'm feeling very down because i'll be separated from the rest of 203.But,i'm glad and proud to say that 203 had stuck together through the last day and took tonnes of pictures.In everyone's heart,i believe,there's this unwillingness to separate from each other.

The 'grand' graduation ceremony started in the morning at the auditorium.Tears welled in my eyes as soon as the tutors entered the auditorium from the 2nd level.I was very touched and woke up to my senses that i would not see them so often again.Mr Wong gave an interesting and thought-provoking speech.He spoke of our future and make us realise the importance of doing certain stuffs.He made the speech very engaging and for the first time,we laughed at his jokes -which were for once not-so-lame.203 cheered for him as he went on stage for his speech.203 also cheered for him when he told us that we were his favourites and often driving him crazy and mad.203 love him that much!

At the end of the ceremony,we sanged the school song for the last time.We sang with pride and dignity,and it was loud and boisterous.Almost all of us sang it so loud for the first time in our JC years.

203 don't end our last day together just like that.We went back to our nest(A3-05) for the final celebration of birthdays and also took lots of photos with each other there!What have i got to say?I have the best teachers and classmates of my 2 years in YJC.I found my true friends and talented people there.

Special Messages:

Mr Wong Yih Check:A big thank you for never giving up on us even though we were always underperforming for our Chemistry.Thanks for always being the SNOWMAN(Frosty) and making lessons as interesting as possible.I will always remember that C-C bond is not a masculine bond.Thank you for being our lighthouse throughout the years and inculcating in us moral values.Thank you for saying that i'm your favourite student!If you ever forget us,you can hang youself under the tau gay tree!

Mr Sami:Thanks for making GP lessons that interesting and telling us that GP is not difficult at all.You've never scolded us for not doing certain things but reminded us to be responsible for our own studies.Thank you for having hopes and beliefs in us and setting high goals for us to attain.You told us that aiming high is to push ourselves to work hard so we will not score anything too bad for us.

Mr Francis Tan:Thank you for being so humorous and so hip.You taught us easier ways to do maths questions.You never give work that is too much for us to cope.You have also been so approachable that i would consult you in class when i needed help.Hope you have a wonderful time at the HQ.

Ms Koh:Our Fullerton Treat!The one teacher that's so tall and has to squat when she wants to take pictures with me!Thank you for being the great teacher who helped us focus on our Physics.Thank you for your constant reminders on certain concepts which helped the class through our promos.203 will be there for your wedding,so please prepare 2 tables for us!

Mr Wong Yih Chong:Thanks for guiding us through Physics lessons and telling us to work hard.You showed us the links between Physics and daily lives and taught us to be filal to our parents.You made me realise that JC life is the best with you friends and shook me awake that we will never get to be in a classroom setting again.

Mrs Kwang:Thanks for constantly encouraging us to do well and care for each other.Thanks for the love you hvae showered upon us and reminding us to be mentally healthy too.You are probably one of the teachers who would entrust your phone in our care and allow us to eat BAOs in your class.

Mdm Lee:Thanks for having high hopes in me and always being that nice to us.You have always give in to us.You are probably the only teacher that allow us to leave for chicken cutlet.

Class of 207-CTG 203:

Evangeline:Thanks dear for being there for me.Thanks for sitting beside me and guiding me when i needed help.Our little gossips in class are so shocking and engaging.Lots of loves for you!

Jasmine:You're always the quiet one.But you are probably the most responsible subject reps of all.Strive to be a good Maths teacher and i'm sure you will be well-loved by your students.

Elgiva:Our friendship took for a turn last year unknowingly.Although we did not find out why,but i'm glad we still have that chemistry this year.We would often shoot marcus down together and drive him mad.

Michelle:Duckie.Thanks for being the singing one and going mad together with me.Although i've pestered you like a mad girl,you've never ignored nor get irritated.Save up for our Taiwan trip from TODAY!

Yoggie:Thanks for being helpful,nice and caring.You've been a nice maths rep and a great listener.Thanks for crying together with me today as we feel the sadness of leaving.

Ghit Hong:Astro-boy.Thanks for being the great artiste and the Kai Zi that kelun says you are.You have great ideas for the class and you are sure a determined person.

Hang Wei:Thanks for making an impact in my life.

Isaac:Jie.Thanks for being a jie for me to bully.Thanks for singing me your first ever song even though you got laughed at.Thanks for never being angry with me.Be sure to relax at the right time so that you wun snap.

Jerome:Thanks for telling me your adventures outside school.You're a nice person to have in clas even though we are sitting so far apart.

Weijie:Mushroom!Thanks for being my PW group member and my classmates so that we et to share more memories together.Words cannot bring across what we went through together but i believe that they had bring us closer together as friends.

Kelun:Celestial Hound.Thanks for being so sleepy in class so i get entertained by your sleeping posture.Even though you called me a freak,i must tell you that i'm a certified female.Please be more discreet when you chew on your pearls and don't ever accelerate!

Marcus:Buddha Palm!Thanks for helping me out when i needed it.Thanks for being a nice person in the class and bringing joy to us.

Chun Howe:Although you disappear most of the time,i'm still glad to know you.I will never forget the time in the lab when you lent me a bottle of distilled water which got me into trouble with marcus.

He Hua:Ah Hua.Thanks for showing me Flashsteps.You have great sleeping skills and i strongly believe that you can achieve a PhD in the Sleeping Degree.All the best to you and never give up.It's never too late to start asking us.

I'm glad things turn out fine despite my emo post last week.Thanks to everyone in 203 for making my life so interesting and happening.If anyone ever forgets 203,just bring out the class t-shirt and be reminded of the happy memories.

Exchange Rates

2007-10-05T20:06:00.000+08:00

Which is the best exchange? Freedom for fame or Love for fame?

Most of the times,when one becomes famous,one tends to lose the freedom one used to have.One will start losing the ability to totally fall in love with another person,and also,will lose the ability to do the things that one like.It's just a tough choice to choose?Is it really that important to be the centre of attention in everyone's world and losing your own little joy when you get to do the things you want to?
There is more to what we want to get on the surface,but sometimes,people don't see the underlying problems that follows with what we call-SUCCESS.

It's just one more week before we bid farewell forever to the classroom setting we have.It's the last time we share the joy of having your close friends with you during boring lessons.It's the last time we hear the teachers' nagging and feel their care.It is the last time you get to be spoonfed with answers.

Why can't some people just bear with the weaknesses of others for another week to go?We've put in so much efforts to build upon a strong relationship between each other,we took so long to build up the trust.Why can't these things just stay like that till end of next week to put a beautiful ending to our JC life?

Everyone has their own point of weaknesses.It is not a fault that one makes mistakes,but chances have to be given to them to prove that they will change.When they are making the effort to change,do not deny them of the opportunity nor put them down.

We start our life with zero thing.Through the battling against obstacles and diligence,we gain lots of things;love,care,happiness,success,materials.When our time comes,we leave the world again with zero thing.

"It does not matter what we start with,neither does it matter what we end up with.The most important thing is to feel the joy of the process."

It is not a mistake that brings people together.It is not coincidence that brings us as a class,neither it is a chance that binds us as friends.It is fate that let us meet and make us strong as one.

To the SOMEONEs out there.Think about it,is it worth to leave your JC life with such an ending?What you have took so long to build upon is being ruined at your own hands.It is such a shame.To forgive or not to,is entirely your own choice.It is not up to a third party to make any decisions.But as one of onlookers,i just don't wish you to regret in the later part of your life when you really lose that someone and never get a chance to tell the person why you dislike him/her.

30 more DAYS!

2007-09-30T08:23:00.000+08:00

Countdown: 30 days to A LEVELS!

30th Oct - Physics Paper 3 *2pm-4pm

31st Oct - General Paper 1 & 2 *8am-11.30am

2nd Nov - Mathematics Paper 1 *8am-11am

5th Nov - Chemistry Paper 3 *8am-10am

6th Nov - Mathematics Paper 2 *2pm-5pm

12th Nov - Physics Paper 2 *2pm-3.15pm

13th Nov - Chemistry Paper 2 *8am-9.30am

14th Nov - Economics Paper 1 *2pm-5pm

16th Nov - Chemistry Paper 1 *2.30pm-3.30pm

20th Nov - Physics Paper 1 *8am-9.15am

Changes and US

2007-09-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

There's a scale to measure almost half of the things in the world.Things in the world are classified as quantifiable and non-quantifiable.The norms are love,happiness,care and such.

There's a watch to measure time,there's a Ritcher scale to measure the magnitude of earthquakes,there's a thermometer to measure temperature.But,there is no such standard to measure CHANGE.

As time moves ahead,people changes.The behaviours,the actions,the character and their mindset.It is definitely a lie to say that one had not change,is not changing and will not change.Change is something that occurs sub-consciously or consciously.Sometimes,we don't know that we are changing,but the people around us feel the difference in us in every little way.

Time changes people.Time is a culprit in helping break promises.Time heals all the pain one suffered.Time helps people to realise dreams.

We do not know how much we change,we do not know how we have change.We do not know if we had become better or worse.These are uncontrollable,but the only things we can do is to preserve the nice thoughts we have,and keep the beauty in us.

It is ridiculous to compare how much has 2 people change.We start from 2 different points,so naturally,we can't end at the same point,isn't it?

"Keep your heart beautiful by loving others.Keep it pure by helping people and showing care for others.Keep your heart green by conserving the environment."

Farewell to those Pretty Dreams

2007-09-04T22:56:00.000+08:00

The world holds 2 contrasting views each.Or should i say they are extreme views?People in different phase of their lives holds on to different beliefs,and it is solely one's character to decide which to take.

Take 1:In the more perfectionist view,they would wish to compare themselves to others to motivate themselves to strive and be at the top.It is a commendable attitude to hold.But a question to pose,how long can a person last with this spirit?One day,the person is sure to be tired out by this belief,but how could one learn to let go suddenly to relieve the burden from their lives?

Take 2:In the more contented person's behaviour,having what you possess now is already enough.They do not force themselves to work unnecessarily hard to be like anyone else.They go at their own pace,they stop at their own likings.How far it is true for us to say that they aren't successful.Obviously,the answer is a mystery because we have absolutely no idea.

Don't you agree that these 2 views are on the extreme ends?Well,it is really up to us which view we want to adopt.But it is advisable that we switch at times to make our life easier.It is tiring to always hold on and force ourselves to go further,yet,it is unreasonable to always stay at the bottom of the stairs.

It is not a coward act to give up when times suggest so.It is an act of bravery which people don't really see.The reason is because people tend to assume that one gives up because of the lack of fighting spirit.How true it might be in most cases,but there's always the outliers.They give up because they are brave enough to pursue a new challenge.They are courageous enough to fight through an all new route.

Giving up at the right time on a right thing is a chivalrous act.

Time and again,my question had been when do i give up on that?It is only after times of failures,after times of disappointments that i've decided to totally throw away those fantasies.How dreaming had destroyed me?It isn't nice at all to wake up from those pretty dreams.But it is definitely a good thing to wake up before I dip further into the deathly wells.How destiny plays with our lives is not as important as how we decide to move the little chess pieces on our board.

Life is analogous to playing a game of chess.Our lives is the chessboard,those chess pieces are the new challenges we meet each day.Whether we win the game or lose the game,it depends on how we make use of each and every single piece of chess to the fullest.

Byebye to YOU

2007-09-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

I've very much wanted to upload the pictures of the birthday bash,but apparently Blogger is stopping me from doing so.

Thanks everyone for the well-wishes through sms or friendster.I feel the little warmth brought to me by your words.

Event: Show on Stage Singapore 2007

Venue: Singapore Indoor Stadium

Time: 8pm

http://www.sistic.com.sg/cms/events/index.html?content=1198

Oh my god.His concert is finally in Singapore,but i got no idea if i should go since i might be going all alone.Argh!But it's an opportunity not to miss!What should i do?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2007-09-02T01:58:00.000+08:00

Date: 1st Sept 2007

Time: 7.15pm

Venue: Fish&Co @ Glass House

Character: Wee and COOL gang

As i'm blogging,i'm hugging my MICKEY huggable!

It was a very surprised birthday celebration.I din expect it to be at Fish&Co,neither did i expect us to get a room of our own!

Marilyn and the group had effectively lured me into going there alone with Ghit Hong.It was a bit of mysterious because i had absolutely no idea what's going to happen.Well,i was made to find MICKEY and sit beside it!I'm so glad,i was placed beside a HUGE Mickey huggable and a Mickey HELIUM balloon Marcus promised me!

I was glad because i saw the faces that i like.They are the very ON and very nice clique of people,and because i saw my favourite MICKEY.

After dinner,i was being lured out of the room for like near 10 mins.Marilyn did this on the pretext that she needs to rinse her mouth and i waited for a good 10 mins.When we went up,YESTERDAY had went to get my cake and they did the Fish&Co tradition on me!

Oh god,now i know how Marcus,Weijie and Kelun felt.I was very very shy!Haha.

I was made to search around the room for my presents and i found 'em all.These people are really so meticulous and they had put in all their efforts.They lied to me to make my presents,they met earlier to hide the presents,and they spent lots of money to produce my presents.

Took lots and lots of photos today!I'm so happy and i am very proud to say it's my BEST birthday EVER!

MY BIRTHDAY cake(SPECIALLY ordered from Mariott Hotel for ME!

CD crew:Thanks for the production of Shi Wee Fantasy.Every track brings a big smle on my face.I'm laughing as i listen to every single tracks.Thanks Weijie for composing so many nice tunes.Thanks Yun Jie for writing the lyrics and singing.Thanks Kelun for singing and the interviews.Thanks Isaac for his debut singing.Thanks Ghit Hong for producing the album and the photos.Thanks TWINY for being there to help them.

The CD is priceless because all songs are original.The CD is priceless because you all put in all your efforts and reputation.The CD is priceless because of the amount of cab fares you all paid for.

PUZZLE crew:Thanks for fixing the 40-odd MICKEY mouse.Thanks so much for all your efforts and time.I'm so touched by every single piece all of you fixed on.Thanks to Marcus for fixing the pieces.Thanks to Evan for going crazy over the fixing of the white parts.Thanks TWINY for singing to the puzzles.

Ghit Hong:Thanks for the black book with all the drawings and words.Thank you for your effort.

Marcus:Thanks for the HELIUM MICKEY balloon.It is beautiful.

TWINY & SISTER:Thanks to the 2 cousins that bought me my cakes from Mariott.Thanks for organising the party too!

PICTURES coming soon...

WEE really appreciate all your efforts in making a memorial birthday for me.WEE wants to thank all of you for everything!

Thanks MEINUs

2007-09-01T10:54:00.000+08:00

Went out with 4/5 MEINUs today.

Thanks for the present-NUM flip flops.I wanted them so badly and thanks for getting them for me.

Although meinu no 1 din not turn up,thanks for everything still.

Let's meet up soon for all the cravings of food you all want! :))

HARD KNOCKS HARD KNOCKS

2007-08-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

I'm SICK again.

Blacked out twice today and i hit my knees on the ground.Why?

My vision turned black even before i reached my bed.

WEIJIE's and KELUN's Birthday BASH!

2007-08-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

Venue: Miss Clarity Cafe (Purvis Street)

Characters: Mushroom and Rat

Date: 8th August 2007

Event: Birthday BASH

Time: 2pm

Celebration for Kelun and Weijie kicked off 2 hours after the school celebrations ended.Apparently,our own celebration was much more fun compared to the school's.We had a good time torturing the both of them,from the beginning till the end of the celebration.Anyway,it was a 2-part celebration;lunch and dinner.
We made the 2 birthday boys use the PINK cups and did some really horrible cocktail for them. :))

Character #1: MUSHROOM

He is one of the main characters of the day and his big day falls on our country's birthday too.However,he's roughly 24 years younger than Singapore.

Character #2: KUKULUN

His birthday is weeks away but we had to celebrate in advanced because it falls on the prelims period.Although his big day is far away,he is not able to escape from the tortures we had arranged.

Pictures paint a thousand words...

Nupital Drink
Ingredients: Pepper,lemon juice,lime juice,chocolate ice-cream,cream of vegetables,ice milk tea,coca-cola

MUSHROOM for mushrooms

THEY and their presents:

Oh~ How much he loves HER

FUN!

TWIN brothers (Grp Name: YESTERDAY)

the power of the dreams

2007-08-05T08:03:00.000+08:00

It's been a tweeny more than a bit since i last updated.It isnt fantastic to update about my life because it mainly revolves around school and yup,my schoolmates.Well,i guess my blog is mainly more of a platform to release my feelings and perceptions of the different 'gadgets' of life.

TWINY said she love reading my blog because of the rich amount of feelings it contain.

My JC life will be coming to an end in roughly 4 months time.There are many ups and downs in the school,many hates and loves about it.Alongside these things,i start to think of the contributions i made to the school or in any other way.Okay,i realised i've toned down from what i used to be in secondary school.The CCAs column ain't as interesting and colourful as what it used to be.But i guess it's what the education system moulded me to be;placing more importance on study;being less active in non-curriculum stuffs.

One of the worst feelings in life is to see things happen,but you are not the one who make it happen when you know you have the ability.However,this is not an encouragement to seek attention or credits.It is more of an encouragement for us to make things happen.We have to make what we believe happen and hopefully bring along the positive impacts to the world.

Human beings,some being too lazy,are only capable of dreaming.Dreams will always remain as dreams unless we put in the right actions and efforts into realising them.In crude terms,TALK is CHEAP.Whoever created the MP3,whoever created the television,whoever created the handphone,whoever initiated LIVE EARTH,they are not the ultra brillant ones.But they are the ones who are willing to go the extra mile to make things happen.Honestly,most of us have got no idea who these people actually are.But we recognise the benefits their actions have brought to us.

Okay,back to school stuffs.Study break will commence this week!But gosh,i'm down for SSSP and have to return to school as usual.It isn't that much like a break after all. :(( anyway,we're planning a big bash for Weijie and Kelun.Hopefully the celebration will be a cooler for us.

Anyway,Cousin Anthea is so cute.She's like very blur too.Well,she actually wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY a month in advanced.But thanks anyway,i appreciated that.

I've started playing a bit on the PIANO.It's a nice feeling brushing my fingers through those black white keys. It is actually a good gateway to release stress and troubles.

"Abandon nationality and save those innocent captives of Taleban.Pray in your own religion the same way you would pray for your loved ones.The power of boundless love should triump the power of evil."

Unforgettable FOURTEEN

2007-07-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

The ups and downs over the past week is so insignificant compared to what happened over a night.

There are many many many thank-yous that i want to say to many many many people.

It was supposed to be a happy dinner celebration for all the JULY babies at NEW YORK NEW YORK-Citylink.However,sometimes things just don't turn out the way you wish it to.Before we even ordered our food,i lost my EZ-link.I din dropped it anywhere else,but right through the slits of the sofa seats we were at.It was like BLOODY!I mean it was such a coincidence,and the chairs are like crates.They had to be dismantled to retrieve my poor card,but it will take a lot of time and energy.

Well,what was most irritating was not the fact that i lost my precious card,but because of the lousy and sucky attitude of the manager himself.He sucks like a vacuum cleaner.I mean when he first came,he told us not to damage the seats,then he said he'll try to help us see.Soon after,he told us,i can call the carpenters,but we have to pay.I mean throughout the whole time,he was just telling us what we had heard and using some really unpleasant tone that a service crew should never adopt.

But,there are many many things that cheered me up.I really love 203 because the people,esp the guys have a caring and nice side too.

Here's some messages i want to tell everyone.The list is neither in order of merits nor in order of preferrence.

Evan: Thanks for comforting me and telling me not to worry.Thanks for the many pats on the shoulder and many many pleasant words said.Thanks for everything. :))

Michelle:Thanks Duckie for the many funny actions you did.The way you and Marcus interacted really brought smiles to my face.You were so alert to keep the menu when the dumb manager came.

Marcus:Thanks for helping in all ways.Using their menu to try to get the card and trying to use your hand to retrieve it.Thanks for reassuring me that anyone in our class will do their best to comfort one another.

Yoggie:Thank you for trying to squeeze your hand in,and trying to divert my attention to Harry Potter's ending.Thank you so much.

Kelun:Thanks for getting me the candy floss even though i din say anything about it.Thank you for checking out the opening hours of the replacement office.Thank you :))

Isaac:Thank you for trying to help put your hands in and sponsoring the scotch tape.Thank you for making me laugh because of the way you and Marcus behaved.

Weijie:Though you din say much,but thank you for treating me better yesterday.

Jerome:Thanks for going with Kelun to get me a candy floss.

Ghit Hong:Thank you for being concern and coming over and trying to help.

Jasmine:Thank you for helping me to check out the hotline and trying to find out the location of replacement office.

Thank you all the 10 of you for being so nice and helpful.I was really very very touched.Thank you for the 9 of you for giving Marcus lots of comments and opinions when he was sticking the chopsticks on the menu.Thank you all!

Thank you to 3 special people who weren't there but sent me smses or comforted me in another way.

Marilyn:TWINY.Thanks for sending me first-hand sms to ask of my situation.Thanks for volunteering to accompany me to replace the card.

David:Thanks for trying to cheer me up and volunteering to accompany me to make a new card.

Mum:Thanks Mum for helping me to call the restaurant to ask for an apology for the rude treatment.Thanks mum for helping me to ask for an explanation for the lousy service.Thanks for everything.

I am so COOL

2007-07-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

Thank you to the lovely ones who showered care and concern for me over the past few days!

BIG BIG THANKS to:

Evan:Thanks for being there and assuring me that it is not worth being stressed over school stuffs.Thank you so much.Honestly,i love your smiles very much.Really.

Marilyn&David:Thanks for 'reprimanding' for staying up late.Thanks for telling me to sleep early and encouraging me to rest more.Thank you so much for the much needed support over the past week.

Marcus:Thanks for telling me not to worry about Mushroom Devil's work.Thanks for everything(including taking over the planning).

I'm better now.The fever has subsided and everything is going on fine.Been sleeping for the whole of today so i am so energised now. :))

SHOUT SHOUT SHOUT OUT!

2007-07-14T21:22:00.000+08:00

WEE is officially sick.Down with a sore throat,coughs,and a high fever of 38.8!Nevertheless,i am still going fine.Still being as lame and cheery as i had been.

I'm feeling so sick now.I'm both physically and mentally drained.Well,it doesn't help much with the additional tonnes of Maths homework to do.The virus has been circulating around the class for a while and i just hope it stops here.

The situation din help much when i was waiting for 853.It is really a miserable feeling when you are sick and you have to wait a long time before you can get home.I was running a sudden high fever and decided to take a bus home so i need not walk.But it had to happen that i waited for an hour for the bus to come.It was a long long wait that got many of us pissed off and i really felt so angry.

Here's some SHOUT-outs and words i want to tell some people.

Evan:I'm sorry if you felt that i had been behaving weirdly and being very emotional.Well,i had to admit that i did ignore you and DUCKIE quite a bit.I'm sorry about that,and i really have to say it is unintentional.I was really stressed and couldn't accept the fact that i am very slow and stuffs in doing my homework.I'm really sorry,and i hope next week will be a better one.
Sister,we had not have our heart-to-heart chit chat session for a very long time.Let's do it as a time for break one day soon.

DUCKIE:I'm sorry for the same incident of ignoring you.I've told you about it when you smsed me and i'm sure you understand.But sometimes,i still feel a sudden urge to cry even in class.It is just a kind of feeling you get when you don't understand things.

TWINY:Thank you for the cheering up sessions.I really need them.Continue to be my listening ear and my shoulder,OKAY?You take care too,and we can probably go visit the counsellor together.

Marcus:Thanks for asking me whether i was alone in the library.Thank you for relentless explaining concepts to me over and over again.I admit i'm a little slow,so i need lots of attention.Thank you for helping me.I have to be honest to say that,i prefer one-to-one tuition.

DAVID:Thanks for cheering me up in a different manner.Yup yup.Be cheerful and think of the bright side.SMILE SMILE :)) I will consider that counsellor idea,but believe me,i am strong and fine.It is just a stage of life when i'm starting to accept stress.Don't waste your life away,and it's good to hear about your goals to join a club.GO GO GO!

"Success is not a destination,but a journey of life"

Stress is not a negative addition to life.It is but challenges that add spice to our life.We will be stronger when we challenge the challenges.

Let's cheer and spur each other on for the next 3 months plus before the major exams.

A break from the break

2007-07-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

A tiresome week it had been.Mugging,slogging and slaving my hearts out.It isn't only the work that stressed me,but also the environment.My mood has been going up and down,and to be honest,it's the first time.

It was good being able to find a shoulder to lean on,someone to wipe your tears,and someone to walk around with you.It was a comforting feeling,it was like a beam of light in the midst of darkness.

I know i might had been a little emo and behaving weirdly.I didn't mean it,really.To whoever i might have hurt,it wasn't intentional.It was the kind of uncontrollable feelings within myself that caused it.It's my inability to control that causes that.

Took a small break today with TWINY.Was supposed to get presents for someone,but apparently,i've decided to ask others to do it.Bought something that i ultra love,and got to walk around with TWINY talking about serious stuffs.

We saw SARAH and some other YJcians.And,lucky me,met xf!It's only a week and i've seen you.Even though it was a short one week,MEINUs,i still miss you all. :))

TWINY and I went to try out some KOREAN foodie.We finally get a chance to eat RICE CAKE with Red PEPPERS after like a million years.It was very chewy and filling,and it isn't spicy at all.It has a unique tinge of sweet and yet spicyness.But it is really awfully nice.We had French Fries that doesn't look like one at all.And all i have to say is that,it is surprise after surprise.

SHOUT-outs:

Study Cliques:It's a miserable week for us all.And i'm sad to say that i can't bring myself to say anything motivating this week.I am stressed out by the speed at which i do things,and i can only say,we must persevere on.

TWINY:It's a nice long chat about our pasts.I've known you like a few levels deeper.It isn't the memory that we want to live us.So now,we have moved out of that shadow and we are stronger than what we used to be.I love you :))

David:Thanks for the tireless encouragement.Thanks for the relentless help.It's great having you around when i'm so stuck.Play hard for your match and do study hard too.It doesn't matter what others expect,it is what you expect.Your determination is much more important that their expectations.

MEINUs:Miss the ladies!Busy with your projects and stuffs?Don't be.I know you all have a life just like xf.Do take a break in the middle of the hectic schedules.But remember to draw yourself back when it's time. LOVE YOU GIRLS. :))

Perfectionists are always stretching themselves to the limits.But,by re-defining your point of perfection,it is actually a mystery.Perfection is nothing but the blinding of one's eyes from other people's flaws.

No matter what backgrounds we come from,no matter what we had done,no matter what our predecessors had done,no matter what our faiths are.We are all the same.We are all HUMANS.

RUSH HOUR

2007-07-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

Today is like a rush-ing day.Been doing things at such a fast pace.It's just like doing a 32 tempo dance in 8 beats.Okay,that sounds a little exaggerating,but that's me.

Yesterday passed very very fast.Probably because lazy me had been sleeping like the whole afternoon away and not doing any work.To be honest,i wanted to get started on Maths.But the moment i saw those papers,i really felt like puking and felt really really sick.MATHS is driving me sick and i'm losing all bit of passion in it.

Time passes real fast when you're slacking.Tomorrow will be a new start to a new week.

"Breath the fresh air of the morning and start your day with a wide smile."

I want to watch RUSH HOUR 3! It's going to be loads of laughing gas and a good cheering-up session.

Rachel:Lil cousin,i think you've told your mummy the wrong message (Converse shoes).
Anyway,study hard for your exams.Given your intelligence,you can do it. :))

Cocktail of feelings

2007-07-07T12:50:00.000+08:00

My life concocts a great deal of cocktails of feelings.Getting back the results,meeting up with the girls,sharing with TWINY.Everything contributes to that mixture of feelings.

Remember my last post saying "i've put in my utmost efforts,the rest is up to destiny"?Well,i've got the answer from destiny.I managed to scrap a pass in PHYSICS.I'm happy with it though.I don't really mourn over my Maths results because i've to admit i've put in very little effort.But i am seriously antagonized by my Chem results.Had been hoping to do well given the amount of efforts i've put in.But sometimes,last min efforts do not help any wee bit.

Even though i haven got myself a beautiful result slip,i still do not feel that bit of anxiety and distress.I've seen friends over the years crying over poor results and being depressed over that little U grade.It is important to remember:The higher your hopes are,the harder you fall.To look things in another light is not to escape from reality,but it's a form of encouragement for yourself.

Life holds no failures.A fail in a subject does not mean a failure of life.Without failing,we will never taste the sweetness and exhilaration of that success.

MEINUs gathering for dinner was fabulous.Even though it was just a dinner meet,but we had so much fun talking and discussing about other friends of ours.Laughters filled the dinner place,and we reminisced our past.

Special Messages:

MEINUs:I LOVE YOU.Girls,all of you have been great and seeing you all brightened up my day.Our sense of humour is still there and i believed that though we had changed in terms of appearance,our hearts remained the same. Remember the pact we made on the bus ride.

Lisi:Your question of regret made me ponder.And i have to say,i do have some regrets about this decision at times.

Huishan:Rest well,girl.Drink loads of water and get well real soon!

TWINY:Thanks for listening to my grumbles.Thanks for letting me inundate you with my unhappiness.Keep it a secret! TWINY SECRETS. :))

David:It's good clearing up the air which was not supposed to be there at all.Good luck for A div Floorball Comp.

"It is always good to be young.I really miss those secondary school times.But if we never grow older and move on to the next phase of life,i would never have met who i meet today."

TRANSFORMERS

2007-07-04T00:22:00.000+08:00

BLOCKS are over.Finally.The nightmare is over and all i've gotta say is that i've put in my utmost efforts and the rest are up to destiny.

Watched TRANSFORMERS with kl,gh,wj,mich,evan and marc today.It was a nice movie.It really perked me up and the story is exciting and it just keeps you put all your attention on the screen.The robots are cool,and most importantly nice.The nicest and most enticing part is when they transform.It isn't easy making something fictitous to be so real and sophisticated.

"Transformers,we are the waiting."

6th July

2007-06-29T19:13:00.000+08:00

2nd Version of Zhang Dong Liang's CD will be released on 6/7!

there's more and greater surprises!

http://www.emimusic.com.tw/news.php?news_id=742

BOo!

2007-06-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

Some peeks at the 203 chalet

Our Class TEE!

ASTRO-BOYS!

Ladies ladies

Nicest design at back-siddddee!

Yeeks.Blocks are sucky afterall.I never love it and will never.I screwed up my Maths paper today and yup,Mushroom Devil is going to skin me alive.

Wrote something impromtu yesterday whilst looking through Maths stuffs.

It Was...

I thought it was just like a normal calendar day

with all the roses blooming and sun shining

it was nice seeing you around the bend

i knew someone know the same secret place

Getting to know you was fantastic

it was a greatest moment of life

looking at your face reminds me of the angels

i knew you're a godsent

it was when i held your hands that i knew what cold was

it was when i turn to see you that i saw your back

it was when i needed you that i find you gone

it was when time came that i saw your lies

looking back at that day

it was not a normal calendar day

it was a mishap and misfortune

it was when we're hurt that we know what blessed is

Yup.It's something so impromptu that it sucks somewhere.But i still like writing these stuffs because it is COOL!

Flow of thoughts

2007-06-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

I've been writing alot in my book although i had not updated on my blog for quite some time.In fact,i would prefer writing at times and scribbling down my thoughts,it seems to more fun.

Okay,below is some words i scribbled upon thinking of the future,and of how maturity of one's thoughts changes as one grows.

Growing up is a tiring and cumbersome process.It is vexing thinking of what you want to be when you grow up. It is not as easy as talking about ambitions and dreams but more about the ability to keep oneself surviving. In the early stages of growing up,we can dream about being this and that,but as one grows,one will realise it is not possible being either,and soon,one will lose all the goals.Life is so cruel that it deprives you of any choices.At a crucial stage of life when you are deciding what to major in in university which will change your life entirely,it is difficult to come to a decision what course to take.Not every dream is possible.The dreams i once had are being shot down by reality.New dreams came,but are shot down again.All dreams have to be considered based on monetary means.

"Money isn't everything,but without money,everything is impossible."

Can we ever have a choice to choose how life should be like?Can we ever take a pen and draw our lives like we want it to be and make it as colourful as it can be as if it is a piece of painting?

Sweet Talks:

Marilyn-TWINY:Take care and rest really well. I love the present but i like his more.ARGH!!I want that cute little thing.NOT FAIR!!

Michelle:DUCKIE.Hold your dreams high and work for it.Although i keep laughing at it,well,it isn't impossible to realise at all.Dreams will always be dreams if we don't work for it.But if we do something about it,dreams can become reality.

Evan:SISTER.How have you been?Mugging hard?Well,do take care of yourself at the same time.

Marcus:God.I'm shocked you actually asked me for a cheena album.But well,it's understandable since his songs are purrfect.You can wait for me to get the album,but it will be quite a while.

Kelun:I haven forgot our pact.I will definitely pass my Organic Chem to earn your salute.But you had better pass too!

Give in or otherwise

2007-06-15T13:54:00.000+08:00

Life is in a dilemma.

To give in or learn to say NO?

I've been encouraged by some to learn to say NO,but it isn't easy to force the 2-letter word out.

Just ended a 4-day class chalet.It can be described as fun,but at the same time a little disappointing.

It was great with all the help by some people.They helped and played their part,esp Evan,Michelle,Marcus,Hang Wei and Yoggie.

It's encouraging to see people volunteering to help without any probing,it is heartwarming to see people coming up to you and show that you are cared for.I've not reached the stage whereby i can give without waiting for any returns like a word of 'thank you' or for them to reciprocrate.

Thanks to Ghit Hong for volunteering to buy lunch! You're great,ASTRO-boy.

I've to admit that i was rather pissed off at times for being 'ordered'.I was like treated like a domestic helper?Hmm.Some people just got to have more initiative and learn the art of helping.

It isn't difficult to ask 'how can i help' rite?It's probably much easier than saying sorry and much much easier than professing your love.

Well,i was a bit of sad and sorry for not being able to join the rest for night cycling.It's the only activity we could do as a class but we had to give up for some physical disabilities.I don't blame anyone,but i guess there should be a planning for night cycling earlier on instead of a last min thing.

It is not a stupid thing not to know how to cycle just like how it is not stupid to be afraid of small creatures.Everyone have their own fears and disabilities.No one is FEARLESS.

But chalet was fun.At the very least,i've got to learn how to play a proper game of mahjong.Besides mahjong,it was fun to see some people cook and see how others do things.It was esp great during the bbq night when everyone donn on the same set of clothes.

I still love 203 anyhow and i still love the way we are bonded.

For now,at least, I'm not so afraid of darkness because i believe there is always a couple of people to stand up for me and give me light.I believe that behind every dark path there is a path if brightness.It is not easy to learn to appreciate unless you've once lost.

Psst:

TWINY-Marilyn: I missed you lots. Got so much to tell you/ :)

Evan: Thanks for being there. I like your words of encouragement and i love the way you handle certain things.I love it esp when you know what i am thinking when certain things cropped up.

It seems like we have reached the stage whereby we have understand each other totally.I love you Sister!

Michelle:Singing Duck,don't worry so much about what is going to happen.If there's no way to avoid it,just think of how to face it.Thanks for standing up for me and i will do the same for you.Face every obstacle with your courage and it is easy to surpass it.

Marcus:Thanks for coming to invite us down for lunch.It was heartwarming, and also thanks for helping out.Take care and conserve your blood.

TOlerance

2007-06-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

Some things are so unbearable.It is tough to be giving in all the while,and even worse if the efforts are not appreciated.I don't know why but my actions do not seem to be appreciated even though whole lot of the reasons is for the welfare of everyone.

It's already at the 99-point level,it's going to hit the bull's eye soon.Tolerating with every single unreasonable and ridiculous requests made,and i'm trying hard to fulfil the wishes of everyone.It isn't that easy,really.It's tough to live a life and even tougher to live a life that pleases others.

I really do feel depressed at times when there's no one to stand up for me when i'm being questioned.I feel so alone when no one gives me a helping hand when i'm at the trough of life.Okay,i want to be an emo-girl no more.

Someone once sent me this sms trying to make me cheer up because he thought i was depressed.I guess it's the right time now to adopt this approach.
The message goes like this:

Take things easy,obstacles are those scary things we see when we take our eyes off our goals.

Stay focused and do not be moralised by obstacles.

Remember calm in key and there's always a solution.

I guess this is the right kind of attitude to approach to make it in life and never slip into a moment of depression.

Okay,let's just bid the emo-girl goodbye and start on something more optimistic.

Apparently,i was so lost in life looking for a goal so i went for a Career Seminar.I have to say that the whole event is awfully AWESOME.It's the only appropriate word to describe.

I used to doubt my ambitions thinking that it cant bring me through life,it is just a far-fetched dream in this competitive society.Nahs,now it is no longer like that.The talk gave me hope and i've decided to try for it.One of speakers said:It is not the salary that matters,it is your passion.As long as the salary is enough for you to live life,it is good enough.

There was also a speaker who told me being in the mass comm industry is not an easy and smooth-sailing job.One has to be innovative and ultra creative to be at the top,otherwise for life,one will just stay at the bottom.This is just how competitive the industry is.

A word of advice to lost souls out there,GO attend any career seminar given any chance.It can really at the minimum let you see the difficulties in any industry that you had never once imagined.

Special thanks:

Evan:I love you so much!!Our love for the same things never die.Let's wait for GAI BAN! Let's not forget all our dates:to TAIWAN,to **** and also to do what Michelle wants.(YaZi,MaZi,ErZi)

Michelle:DUCKIE >I love you so much too!I love your voice,MS SINGING DUCK.It's great and awe-great.Remember our far-fetched dreams,let's strive for it.Believe in your dreams and it will come true.Lady,you told me my voice can be nurtured,so can your Chinese. :))

LEARNING LEARNING LEARNING

2007-06-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

I want to learn learn learn!

OKay,better make myself clear.Not in terms of academic.But,i have already made up my mind to take up 2 courses to make myself musically-inclined.Haha.

Nah.I just want to learn,really interested to learn classical violin and the classical piano.I need the money.

Psst:People,the best birthday present for me is to help me enrol in either courses.You can help me pay for it too if you don't mind :))

Test Test

2007-05-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

ANYTHING! WHATEVER!

2007-05-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

Thanks Blogger for being back to normal after a super duper uper ultra long time.

There had been so much for me to blog about,but each time when i want to sit down and do serious blogging,flow of thoughts seem to get destroyed.

Last week,majority of 203 went for Maths trail @Suntec.I was located at the capsule machines together with Evan as gamemaster.It was really nice to be there because we get to play with the capsule machines.

11 of us went for lunch like before at the same old place.It was a place that holds memories for us.We were deciding between Kbox and bowling.but well,obviously the latter was chosen.It was definitely fun being there with everyone.Everyone was rooting for one another,everyone was enjoying the same scene and feeling the same thing as one another.

This week was an entirely busy week for me.Lots of rush here and there,lots of things happening.

Went to New York New York with my family for dinner.We ordered the mega big seafood platter for 2 and the size of the plate was super alarming and we were all surprised.It won the attention of almost all passer-bys.

MEINUs gathering was on Friday and we ate at SG.The atmosphere was so different from what it used to be.Be it the jokes we shared or the noises we made,everything seem to take on a different tone.We don't do the things we use to already,there was some kind of barrier between us,there was a kind of aura lurking in the air.

There's this new product out in the market!It's called Anything/Whatever.

Anything is a carbonated drink and Whatever is a non-carbonated drink.Guess what,both cans come mysteriously in the sense that each can has a different flavour.It brings people surprises because you do not know what you are drinking unless you look at the 'ingredients' section.

Special Messages:

MEINUs:Let's work on this together and surpass this.We need to do something to mend whatever is there.We will fight through this as long as we believe.

MARILYN-TWINY:I wanna play Squash and Badminton.Dumb dumb dumb.They cancelled our games!

Weijie:Sorry for what happened in the earlier part of the week.But i guessed you understand.As for what happened in the later part of the week,hooe you take no offence and consider carefully.

I managed to finish my book "The Five people you meet in Heaven".It is an inspiring book and is comforting to the soul.If you feel lost in anyway,it is definitely a good book to cheer you on and bring you through the darkest moments of life.

"Holding anger is a poison.It eats you from inside.We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harms us.But it is a curved blade and the harm we do,we do to ourselves."

"Each affects the other and the other affects the next,and the world is full of stories,but the stories are all one"